Ma Dame Predictable

2006-03-16T14:10:00.000+08:00

heyy peeps.i've moved to http://whatabum-random.blogspot.com
go figure.(:

my two cents worth of thought.

2006-03-16T08:53:00.000+08:00

my TWO cents worth of thought:
why do people spent so much of their life arguing and getting mad with people that they forgot to live?people who plan their work, dont work their plan! plans are plans but they cant work for you.the more you laugh, the more you see funny things.when someone told you most chinese have a problem with the "R",you may find youself saying " i rive in this brock of frats".dont zero in on faults, you'll become faulty.oh yeah.and if you are robbed, stop and THANK GOD for you have what others need so desperately that they have to rob!"to waste time is to gain time.to teach less is to teach more".then why do teachers teach SO MUCH?some people like to cry over spilt millk.FORGET IT! wipe it up and MAKE YOURSELF A NEW CUP for pity sake.
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i just thought those really made me think.lately,ive been thinking too much.and i mean too much.seriously.

anne's birthday.

2006-03-15T18:41:00.000+08:00

anne : heyy anne!! happy birthday once again!!!(: i've wished you today like 3 times! haha.but karnt help it.just feel like saying it everywhere.haha.anw.enjoy.
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tue nite:
alrights.last night ate at angus house at taka.the food there is FAB.it's really super fab!! it came up with quite little as compared to the one i rem which was 300++.. darl was at taka! but he already left by the time he knew i was there.wanted me to meet him.sadly, had to cancel cos it was like my mum's birthday.so kinda a family thing.darl said " happy birthday aunty" in a sms.which was kinda funny.cos i wasnt even told to say that to my mum.but that was sweet. seriously. (: so just walked around aimlessly.seriously, u karnt get anything in taka if u dun have a card.so it's like always tagging my mum along.that way, i get actually get stuff! haha.got home kinda early.10 plus already reach home.dinn sleep until 12 plus.I LOVE THE DREAM I HAD!! was like super nice.dinn want to wake up la.but my mum kinda woke me up.argh.so wanted to continue that dream..super sweet dream.haha!
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today did nothing but slack.all my homework are still unfinish.i swear im gonna do it by..by...oh wells.i swear i will finish it la.at tuition.OMG.im such an idiot la.i miss this so so so so BIG chance of..yah.only one person knows what.haha.but there are still other means of doing it.just less sincere i guess.nic u're super smart.this i have to say!! you should know why.

2006-03-14T14:55:00.000+08:00

something that really made sense to me:
Relationships don't thrive because the guilty is punished, but the innocent are merciful.
Because the one who is hurt, has the courage and the grace to say, I forgive you, I love you, Lets move on.
Something that we can learn from Jesus. Sorrow may last thru the night, but Joy comes in the morning!
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credits: anne and her FRIEND! (:
it totally make sense to me if you know the true meaning of it and understand it.this seriously got me thinking.

in self denial.

2006-03-13T17:26:00.000+08:00

alrights.set.im stepping down on monday.SCHOOL REOPEN! baby you're scaring me with the comment thing.cos yeah it kinda sounds ugly.should i should i? so many people are telling me to.yet a few just objects to it.and i wonder how did u last like 2 years in your school?!?!
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sch started kinda okay.everyone is having a bad hair day.im one. anyway.we started a new topic today.and im totally half asleep cos i learnt that like last month? guess what.we had 10 min "recess" in the end we went back like 20 mins later.(((: finally.it was over.saw maxine.and she was like totally on with the stepping down thing.after awhile she was back to the same " i dunno." anw.anne and i went to count money for legion of mary.$2**.** and 10% was notes.10% were one dollar coins.20% was 50 cent coins.30% were 20 cents coins.30% were 10 cent and 5 cent coins. i took charge of coins.anne did notes,recording and packaging.and we did it by 30 mins.FAST! and one part, anne was like " oh caroline look!!" then i look then she was like " oh wait.dun." SMART! thanks arh anne!!! haha..anw after taht we went toilet.hang around canteen.ard 11.30 we decided to go bedok int. estimated 20 mins.but it took 10 mins!! so 11.40 we were there like super early.and darl was gonna be late..so anne and i just walk around and entertain ourselves.and i taught anne to choose fruits.in particular-oranges! haha.after that i followed anne to walk to KFC.walk.walk.walk and walk more.then it was " shit.i think we're going the wrong way" so after that.i saw a map! haha.so we looked.then i found where we were.and then we look for mrt.wth.that's like the other side of the map!! so we walk.and SMART anne( i never thought i would have said that) decided to cut through.and we walk.we look around.and then anne was like " that building looks familiar" and i was like shouting" yaya.it's KFC!!!" then we saw pizza hut.we walk.decided to go MRT first.walk and walk.guess what spoilt my whole appetite? two gay couple.(INDIANS!-not racist though) holding hands.cross fingers! then after that they were like holding it with their last finger.YUCK!! fucking gross!!!! okay.just look away.after taht we walk and walk.finguring how to describe the place to darl.then we figured.wth.KFC wasnt there.it was like way nearer the mrt.phew.lucky us.haha.waited there.then i saw darl came!!! was hyper then. ((: alrights.had a super good time. and we saw this dude like playing with his game boy.(20 +++ )? yah.so disgusting.and baby was holding a calculator! omg.the calculator can download games!! accd to darl. and it's heavy.but super cool.serious.then we eat and chat.laughed and pratically everyone around.and then i was kinda pissed with something that was happening..anne wanted to call, but she dinn noe what to say..i was kinda glad i could hear someone else's opinion.and baby i love your theories! haha.so original.haha.anne was hyper then too.cos we were relle laughing at a lot of people.and even those who just happen to walk pass.and that baby's opinion was SO SO like *coughs*'s opinion!!! wth...was in total shock.i mean like it wasnt even rephrased.and that kinda keep me away from thinking about that particular matter that got me swearing like nobody's business..oh wells..1.32pm we left KFC.walk walk walk. then damn it.i dun wanna blog about it la.so sent darl off! (: cos i so dun wanna go back.anne was kinda running late.so no choice.so yeah.listerned to darl's advice.but she dinn give me chance and just walked off.baby i tried.i really did.i dont want to go back to pri school where people keep asking " u're my friend right.friend right.no arh!fine.then u're not my friend too." SO PRI SCH FOR GOODNESS SAKE!

2006-03-11T09:27:00.000+08:00

ytd was hell too tired to blog.anw. physics was okay.super tired.falling asleep anytime soon..got caught once.oh wells.i wasnt really tired.just that her lesson kinda BORING.yeah. after taht had recess and guess what.so much for sa's " im staying away from canteen food for ONE month! I SWEAR!" la.the moment she said that the next thing was " oh.i wanna get a sandwich" lol.so much for one month.it made her suffer food poisoning that's why.haha.and the whole time we were telling each other how dirty the food and drinks were.it totally freaked her out.pls.before that she was eating chicken rice 10 times a week!! hahaha!!! anw.after recess, had eng.and had to change place.so a few people change.i wonder why sa had to switch.i mean she's okay with linette.LOPEZ IS OUT TO GET THIS CLIQUE IN CLASS! bloody shit.so of course.i was separated from bird and chin was separated from let's just say her table and position-infront of the cher's table.but this wasn't long.bird told sherrie to switch cos lopez back was facing us.so they crawled and switched.wow.seriously i was surprised lopez realised it.she said " bird wormed her way there" lol.really i feel stupid to actually change with chin at first.so in the end bird had to go there too.which is infront of the cher's table.hell no.im not staying there by hook or by crook.but silly bird made lopez a deal! she has to clip her hair up everyday.every morning.and sit properly in class.comeon.i dun even sit properly.how does bird sit properly?well.that was the deal just to sit there.fine.so maybe it's my fault la!lol.anw.im so not staying there for shit.bio, got busted by mdm sim.pls the whole time bird,nic,sylvie and me all falling asleep.and she dinn catch no matter how much they placed their freaking head on the table.and when i did it, she stared.but that part i wasnt sleeping.i was just resting my head on the table.then she was like " and i want attention from caroline.who sleep in class" then i told her i was just putting my head on the table.then she paused for a while then she was like " okay.putting ur head on the table.then how u gonna see what im writing on the board" bloody hell like she was writing anything on the board la...oh wells, i shall just let her be.and pls her husband is an indian.DARKER THEN JESSIE! p.s im not racist.haha..anw chi, chel and bird was acting super silly!! they just busted themselves out of the classroom purposely.cos they wanted to go out.so they purposely made noise and talk together.tiff and i just pretend we dinn noe them.so sat with tiff..during chi.guess what.i was paying attention! well, most of the time la.but still.it's an achievement.after school, had to go to this talk.but was like super late.and i dinn even eat yet.pls,everyone knew i was looking for bird with her shoebag.and sa arh.she relle brought her books back.i left some there.in class.dun care la.but in the end, we went to the talk..was quite okay.cos we could voice out anything we wanted.anything.and principal is like so gonna photocopy one of our student companion.and she wants like how stress our time table is.so we're gonna find the busiest student and write down.haha.about the changing of seats which im so surprised sa voiced that out.and pls.she even talked to lopez about how come bird and me can bargain our way to sit together.and guess what lopez said? " they would last long.they really wouldn't last long"argh!nic is super lucky.she still gets to sit with van!!!

neutral.

2006-03-09T16:35:00.000+08:00

today had like morning runs.although i sorta pon it with max. max is like getting busted with mrs chong too.like mother like daughter.haha!! ((((: then just chat and all.after that had PE.just sat there and talk..then cher kept asking ruzanna and me to stand and help those who will fall.and always we went back to sit.she's BIAS towards amelia!!!haha.anw.after that had amths.and i did emths hw during that time.so in the end we went for recess at like 10.sa and mitch dinn follow.so ended up we went with nic and van.seriously.it took ages just to decide what to eat! haha.nic was all over the lost parentage!! MY GOD!! nic u're some daughter of mine can!!!!!!!!! lucky i just keep giving her the stare.so her only extend was i really wonder is is my dad.LUCKY u dinn say out ur freaking choices of im like just so gonna strangle you pls.really.haiz.at the rate u're going arh.she'll know who you're referring to! u smart ass!!! after amaths was emaths.such torture.got scolded from rapiah for talking to bird like how many freaking times.and bird's just saying im teaching her maths.rapiah SO doesnt buy that story.after that was ss.super boring.just got back CAJ! and i have to do 10 by like 24th march!!! she hog our books until like that then expect us to do so many at one go.bloody shit.after ss was eng and PC.went to library.sa came up with her FAB idea of two pony tails.and bird just tied her ah lian tail! so sa, linette and me had like 2 freaking pony tail! walking around.really silly.went library.had to go all the way infront again.sa and me were separated with bird cos she tried to bargain her way.in the end.it's like a new "gang" was formed.tiff, nic,kimberly,sa and me.the chatter gang.i mean lopez bring all the chatters to the front and it's like worse.so we had names like chat-sa,chat-roline,chat-cole,chat-fany, chat-berly.haha.during PC we were like talking about this girl DAWN who's parents just got separated and she was taking her o's.then lopez ask us what do we think will happen next.and i was saying " dawn's mum will marry another guy.dawn will become so depressed she turn into a nun." haha.i dinn say it but sa wanted to say so she did.i've got a better one though.haha.PC was finally done.wanted to go out to eat.but decided not to.then just chatted with max until 2.30 then i went up.continue my physicstest.seriously.i karnt count for shit.my graph gradient is totally diff.like gravity is 10m/s2 right.i got like 11.2! and people can get like ranges of 9-10 but quite lil people.BUT STILL! some sleepy and tired out girl got it too!! i think im just either reaction too fast or too slow.oh wells.

rumous has it.

2006-03-08T19:05:00.000+08:00

such a crappy day.firstly, during chi, cher was so angry with us then she just walk out on us.then chel said bye.bird asked her to say louder.then chel was like " BYE!" then bird and me laughed the two loudest in class.pls loh.people were laughing too.then cher came back to class.SO MUCH FOR LEAVING EH! yeah and she was like asking who said bye and who were those who laughed.then i told chel dun own up.cher nag and nag then chel couldnt take it.she just stood up.and bird stood up too.she was like asking to me stand,i was like" haha.no way." please.i can so not see joseph la. so in the end it was RTC for them.we're quits.i took the blame for bird for the books under table and she took this for me.so it's equal.GY! my gosh.im so not gonna blog about this.NO WAY NO HOW! i dun wanna start another trend of rumous.but our class is so gonna talk.SO SO GONNA TALK! please.nick was like telling me how loud the class laugh when cher said"..." can. then, we gotta go for checks.and it's like random.so i ended up with sa.only a few went.i just swop shirts with bird and that made people talk. ?!?!?! especially my DEAREST NIC!! super rubbish!! after the checks, ended like 11.30 then sa wasn't feeling well so went GO and put oil for her.stayed there until 12 noon.then sa went toilet to vomit, then went out and she went back in to vomit again. then we went back classroom mdm sim not there.so decided to go back GO.on the way, sa went to vomit again.then saw margret lee there then sa dun dare.so went to toilet and she vomited again.it's all water.acid in her stomach.so went back classroom.was already 12.20 then they not there so went to bio lab.mdm sim dinn even care that we were late pls. so we just walk in.and know wad? sa went back to GO and then went home.the whole bio lesson just talk and talk with nic.dinn do a shit.mdm sim like also dun care.oh wells.
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STOP ALWAYS BEING THE ONE TO SPOIL MY DAY!

SUSPENDED! (:

2006-03-07T18:44:00.000+08:00

im starting to think bird gets away with quite some stuff.like mdm rapiah catching her with...and dinn do hw.and this books under table thing.everything went fine.and guess what? i got suspended over prefects duty.and how long? for one freaking week only!!!!! wtf! suspend at least one month la! gosh.then i can enjoy more! (((: anw.went to RTC after school to report.and wrote what happen.blah blah blah.so much drama in RTC can.i can hardly concentrate on what im writing.anw.so my badge is like gone for until school reopen.im SO gonna miss it.-not.oh wells.joseph was in a bad mood so lucky didn't need to see her.oh wells.let's just see how things goes alrite.x)

got busted today.

2006-03-06T19:09:00.000+08:00

BUSTED! u know what.my prediction is right.i can tell from lopez's face.SHE SO WANTS ME TO STEP DOWN! haha..anw.i started my day NOT GOOD!! my dad was at the traffic light.then green,orange,red.my dad stop.i was like re-tying my shoelances.then when i was done.i turn to my right and SHE was in that freaking car next to me!!! my god.suay suay.SO MUCH for praying i'll never bump into her in school.fine.nvm.then met clare as usual.went toilet to retie hair.saw shar, then saw anne.after that SHIT i look back.SHE WAS THERE!! she went into the toilet.so i was hurrying to get out.then after that she came out and wash her hands.and she left the toilet.i so happily made my "phew" sound.wa biange.then her friend called her back!! i dinn noe she heard her friend.i quickly took my stuff and was turning out.then she walk in and i totally bump into her.ANNE WAS THERE! u shld seen the laughter anne was making!!!so nvm.then went to check 4.7 then while checking.she was there and i just look down.but need to check for nametag.i look up and she was looking.i look at her, then i look away.and she just laughed to herself.OH MY! anw.maybe it's just today.went back to classroom.shar and shaf's books were still under bird and my table.quickly went to return.got caught my lopez.FUCKING BITCH! she just totally ruin my day can.then she wanted shaf and shar's name.and then bird came back and we went to call them.i was like shit shit shit.so yeah.bird and me are going to hear from joseph pretty soon.besides that, i just totally talk back to lopez.like totally.until she got so pissed, she wanted to send me to RTC.so she came up with the " i reminded you about your hair right" there.she just got it like that.some people just dunno how to let go! i mean.MOVE ON MAN! YOU HAVE GOT TO LET GO! so yeah.i was sent to DM.straight.no more nonscense for her.ying hua sent me to joseph.so ironic can.prefect sending prefect to DM.and joseph taught my name was sharmaine/charmaine.or however she visiualise my name.yeah.anw.she was super kind to me.super super.she was so reasonable can.i totally gave her the respect she earned! but not to the extend of stucking up pur-lease. alrights.so we ended up talking about other stuff.went back to class totally laughing.lopez's face.HA! take that! anw.so that is one thing settled.one more thing! the books.im totally irritated by that.im just so screwed.
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after school, i was walking with shar and anne to the second level toilet.then one class was having lessons.i kpo kpo go stare in to try to find some one who i know.to see what class.then anne ask me what class.then she saw the paper then she told me what class.thanks arh.by then i also saw the class number.i was like SHIT!!! wrong wrong class!!!! and anne was super noisy when we walk pass their class again.haha.

what a day.

2006-03-05T18:51:00.000+08:00

what a day.went to tuition.and guess who i saw?! ****** *****!! of all people to go same tuition as me.she gotta go there too!! my god.you shld have seen the look on my face when i saw her! im praying i dun see her in school. my god.anne.this is MUCH WORSE than yours.at least your friend.u know who right.she found YOU! this is diff.hell i cannot be blur.let alone ACT blur.haha.so no to your advice.HELL NO!haha! anw.tuition was total racist i tell you.SUPER!! and everyone was so involved in the convos.guess what i learnt. if you drink fragrant tea, ur body will let out a fragrant smell!! it's true.HAH! i bet no one will be convinced.cos im not either.if u eat lamp, you'll stink! people with BO.yesyes.go drink fragrant tea.and i dinn hear wrongly.****** heard it too. witness! (: and we were talking about some murder that happened lately.trying to figure out if the guy was guilty.and cher said there was once.this person murdered a lady then put some acid on the body.so left with the bones.then cook the bones and put in curry.then went customers eat, one of them found finger nails.then the murderer was caught. those people who ate the bones had some poisoning.which is freaking gross.
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went salon cut my hair.RECORD.took 2hrs.usually it's longer. (((: now i have hell no mood to study. i will attempt to do later. *ATTEMPT! this is no wonder i can fail physics.oh yah.i PASS MY CHEM!! im still so happy.but i want another test for physics.my grades suck!i can SO wait for progress card.

i hate today.

2006-03-02T16:13:00.000+08:00

okay.conclusion for today. I HATE TODAY! it's so not my day.first had PE.which was okay.funny to see sa and bird skipping! really. one drops her shoe while the other get all tangled up in it.then was A maths.had a test on indices.was okay.just forgot like..let's see...HALF of my indices laws.had recess.i went down for recess.like actually went down.although i had like tons of hw to do.then had e maths.dinn do the 3 qns.mdm rapiah ALMOST caught bird.but i think she know the two of us dinn do.cos she was like saying for the last 15 mins, to do our that 3 qns.yupps.she actually got kinda pissed cause bird and me were talking and talking.first time i see the class so damn shit quiet can!! so when we talk, it's obvious.but i must say, mdm rapiah's tolerance level is no bad know..haha.for like 4, 5 she keep starring at us and telling us to keep quiet.haha.after that had..oh yah.SS.quite okay.then had EL and PC.but duh we're going to have 2 hrs of eng.how saddening is that!! we never get PC anymore.which kinda sucks.anw.went to library.the sat down on the floor.bird and sa was just trying to hide the chocs with their pencil case then lopez separated sa and bird from mitch and me.damn bored...guess what.we have HOLS HW.when hols is like 2 weeks from now.stupid can.blah blah blah.the whole time im not listerning.but got what lopez trying to say from mitch.so it's in grp.4 in a grp, bird,sa, mitch, me.then we sat together and was thinking what to do.then bird said this new name for lopez! omg.we were laughing like shit.lopez saw but dinn care.so it's just the four of us who knows now.it's really funny if u hear it.after that went into the room.then first thing.lopez ask me to sit infront.wa biange!!! then she was like saying we'll be discussing our project.so sa and bird was like saving me from sitting infront.by saying the grp is separated.then wa..lopez damn irritating can.so in the end, the whole group was infront.she was like saying how she HAD to separate this grp.fucking idiot.anw.so we did oral thingy.then we was getting people to say.now this is good.something damn freaking funny happened.and my daughter made it happen.-nic. yeah.so nic kena have to say.the sentence was " the stone was so proud of himself!" something like that.then at first nic said without expression.then lopez said about the exclamation mark.then lopez ask her again.then nic started coughing again and again.and lopez was asking her why she was always coughing when she needs to say so this was what nick said " oh cos you're talking then i cannot cough.so when you ask me to say this then i start coughing" wa lao.lopez got all offended with that.saying like nic was saying it was her fault and all.but that was okay.then after that nic repeat the phrase.she said with LOTS of expression. " the stone was so proud of himself.EXCLAMATION MARK!" haha..that got the WHOLE class laughing!!! and lopez thought it was kinda funny and a lil joke.but nic was really meant to piss her.then it was damn good.then after that claudia was saying something then nic was talking.so lopez ask her whether she heard what claudia said and nic went " yeah".lopez ask what.she said " a lot of things" NOW that totally got lopez pissed like a chicken about to be slaughtered!but that was great.after that, not so. FAILED PHYSICS.bio, sure fail!! i need 1.5 marks to pass!!! the worse thing.bird and sa PASSED!!! bird, PASSED?!?! sa, PASSED?!?!?!?!?!?! my god.and you should have seen, they were jumping for joy outside the classroom while i was so hitting them with my test paper.it's all crushed up now.haha.physics.convincing bird to not do the wksht.although i thought it was suppose to be the other way around.haha.i SO WANTED TO DO BIO! i swear.i really did.and then.i hate it when bird's right.im not gonna do it.so oh wells.it's 2ml.that is if i'll be doing. (((: yupps.went back with anne and shar.
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im sorry.i know what i did kinda hurt you today.but i so dinn realise it until u walk away.then i was there staring at you just walk away.i dinn know how to act.so i tried to get the atmosphere back in check and then it ended up like that.im sorry.if you could only try.but i want you to get over me.you're just hurting yourself! please dont wait for me.how long will you wait? my reaction will still be the same.

today..gosh

2006-03-01T19:17:00.000+08:00

what a way to start my day.i just had a bad news from clare.and call me slow! i just realised the whole level thinks i like..yeah! god.why is it SO SO fucking hard to believe me when i say im straight.thanks clare cause i know you're trying your best to stop all the rumous and stuff.i thank god for anne, nic, glenda,darl. ((: you guys totally rock my world. it's like true friends who totally stand up for you when you really need them. especially darl.smsing me everyday to make sure im fine.thanks for that one sms.which totally made my day! i really needed that darl.
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i dont know what you want anymore.just tell me the truth.i have the rights to know.dont i?
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anon: i dont want to talk back to you anymore.i TOTALLY dont see a point in what you're doing alrights.what in the world is wrong with being friends with i duno..people! yeah.so wad.im hanging around sa and mitch too.you mean i like them?! or im totally obsess over them?!gosh.and i want to ask you one question.what's a blog to you? yeah.i mean a blog is to blog about your everyday life right.so in order to blog, people are involved in every single thing that happens to you right.and you mention your friends name.so what?! especially if u sit next to that person everysingle day in school in the classroom.and please.if you cannot stand me mentioning her name or whoever's name u got something against, then get the fuck out of here.shessh!! i mean.what do you want from doing this? what do you want ME to do? i wont change for anyone.im just the way i am.so are my friends.immature, mature, crazy,great.it makes them special.so what if you critisize them? like they are going to change their self just cos of one person.who in fact, they dont even KNOW WHO! i highly doubt it affects them at all.so if u're going get to paranoid over her name.go ahead.be my guest.why do even care what i write in my blog about my friends.not happy i give you one choice.close the link to my blog.then you'll be just fine alrights.you're doing this cos u either like her or u hate her.whatever it is.why bother dragging me down.
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there i said my piece.feeling so much better.yeah.so where was i.oh yah.after that i had history standard test.i studied!!! FINALLY! i studied! after 9 weeks in school.sadly, im SO SO gonna flunk it.haha.cos i hve like total lack of points.sa and bird linked it to treaty.which totally suck cos it's LINK-ABLE! and the whole time im there sitting.dont write treaty, total out of point.damn! sa, best la! wrote 3/4 of a page.leave line somemore!!!! haha.had PE.studied chem.total slacking.had a maths.bird was studying chem while i was copying her work.can you believe it.she did i dinn.now that is scary.anw.im used to it.i've been copying tons of her homework already.had recess.history.my god.mdm chan praised bird.elizabeth hendricks! the class laughed like shit! i think it's chin and not her.haha!! i totally stared when mdm chan said that.and she was praising junie.cos her essay got 10/12. and then she praised bird.total diff marks i tell you!! haha.at least we dinn get 3 or 4 like some others..i had to pass man! i copied word for word in the textbook.haha.lucky mdm chan dinn think sa and me copied bird's paper.cos all of us copied exact same thing...alrights.after that was chem.yes! test posponed.but like im gonna study for it like that.lol.mrs boo was teaching urm..isotopes i think.then i was total falling asleep.so bird did my notes for me.like copied whatever mrs boo was saying.then i fell asleep.just like totally close my eyes and i just use my hands to cover my forehead.haha! i seriously dinn think mrs boo would catch although she was teaching right in front of me.until sometime.i heard peace.then the next thing " caroline.caroline" then i woke.she was right infront of my face.haha! and she was saying how amazed she was that i can actually sleep with her infront.then she asked my where's my notebook.i showed her but it was close.then she asked me where's my notes.then bird quickly pass the paper and my pen to me.and she was making a big fuss that actually bird knew i was sleeping and was actually copying notes for me.my part.she was asking for my name.( but lucky, it's those friendly type of asking) so she saw my name.im praying she doesnt tell lopez.cos yeah.we're already gonna be separated.lopez is BIAS to the both of us.and tiffy and jolena.later had eng.had oral.shit.knew she was gonna call me.then i just stood there.dinnsay anything.she was like giving her usual lecture on how im gonna fail like that.and she ask me if i knew wad catogary im in.so i said." the one point there" haha! she pointed 0-3 marks.haha!! then she just kept asking me.i just shut up but said a one line.NOT ENOUGH.then bird was whispering stuff for me to say.saddening part, lopez big fat eyes saw! then she told bird to stand up.since she like had sth to say.sorry! ahha.in the end.bird stood up.nothing to say.then lopez saw me telling bird stuff to say.she was PISSED i tell you!! totally.she claims the both of us made a pact to do this.when i stand.i shut up, bird tells me.when she stands, she shut up, i tell her.LOPEZ ACTUALLY THINKS THAT WAY! wad rubbish i tell you.lucky in time, chin saved! talking about some candle and hope.wadever..then was maths.tiring.totally not doing homework la.will find a way to copy 2ml.haha.typical..one person to find.since the both of us not doing.there's this one more person.KIND.my daughter-NICOLE! nic.dun u care say " where got copy your work.when?" haha.cosu so totally got.haha.and please.dont talk about lost parentage.if u want to acknowleage her, dont inform me anything.cos it's a DAD u're looking for.remember?!?! LOL!

happy birthday stooph.

2006-02-28T15:00:00.000+08:00

happy birthday stooph!! sorry couldn't accompany you today.i owe you one.big time. (: i'll make it up to ya yea.
***
alrights.school ended early.i regretted not doing sth.haiz.stupid me!! i guess it's too late now.oh wells.there's still another chance.i'll grab it.i swear.
***
because of anons.im paranoid about the people im blogging now.gosh.i shall not care lah.i'll just blog about my friends the way i like it.i mean.if u blog.u gotta blog about sth that happen which includes someone right.isnt that what a blog is for anyway?? ohwells.some people just misuse it.
***
thanks anne, glenda and darl!! you guys just rock my blog!! haha!! i mean.this are called friends i can hold on to.lol.anons on my blog and they come standing up for me without me asking them to.im just so happy i got you guys there for me!! and u guys were like " whoa!" for my tags.love you guys lots.those really mean a lot to me!! ((:
***
baby,thanks! you're the best.darl u know me too well! and it's not fair! cos i ought to know u just as well!!! you're using it against me!!! lol.

mixed feelings.

2006-02-27T19:33:00.000+08:00

sorry poh yi.i cannot act sad.really.today really plan close already!! lol.have you seen.at least he didnt ask what really happen.if not ah.he's might even give me a lecture on having steads! and getting into relationships!! my god.pohyi.by then i'll just turn my back on him!! ((:
okok.nicole! dun get ur funny ideas about ur lost parentage.if u want to acknowlegde her.for god knows why.go ahead.leave me out of it.and he got so blur when u ask him if he was ur "dad"!!! lol.seriously.i had long time explaining.leave me out of it already please.
***
my darl got into some trouble ytd.got me worried for a moment.now it's all clear.im glad you're find x)
***
anons arh..haiz.people.what is wrong with you.find trouble.dun find me yeah.cos i'll play along.i hardly get so pissed over such stuff yeahh. (: give name leh.no use using anon.so low statues.dont u think?

it's chaotic.it's over.

2006-02-25T11:37:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy since tuesday.so haven been updating.
wed-22/2/06
the night before.i discovered a whole stupid thing.that i brought home bird's history essay that so had to be handed in to mdm chan by 2.30pm.GOSH.when i look through my file and say that piece of work.all i said was fuck.i just stared at it for minutes la.so i seriously dinn know how to tell mdm chan or explain.called clare.her hp drop and all the pieces fell apart.so i called anne.then HA! why did i agree to listern to her advice for calling that person.omg.that person laughed after hearing what happen.of course she dinn know i was like there.and she gets opinions from her lil bros!that convo was funny.so in the end.anne convinced me to tell bird that night.instead of the next day.in the end.it took me 2 whole hours to wend that 6 smses.HAH! thanks anne! i was so glad i listerned to her. she was rushing me type that 6 smses.cos she thought it was 11.45.reality, it was 10.45pm.so i rush for nothing.oh wells.just relle gotta thanks anne.got reply from bird.she was really cool about it.which made me actually manage to sleep.so that was one thing settled.next thing it's like living in hell from fear of mdm chan and i was damn scared she wun grade bird's essay.so i was thinking what reasons are there to grade bird's paper.i was ready to say forget about grading mine.just grade hers.but that was like the most despo reason.ive realised..seriously.just this one thing got me so worried.i dinn study for physics or bio tests.which i really wanted to pass so badly.there goes physics.poof! bio, hell im not pinning any hopes on this.***

apart of her.i wanna thank you.yeah you.don't know if u're be reading this entry.but thanks for being there when i really needed you.your words really made me confident of myself.thinking everything would turn out fine. thanks dude. (:
so for wed morning i explained to mdm chan.clare was there for me.thanks!she reminded me to say elizabeth and not bird.that was CLOSE! in my head was the explaination but with bird as bird.last min change all to elizabeth if not it's so gonna get mdm chan into her bad mood..lucky for me,she was in her better mood.she said things was complicating so she'll speak to bird later.that got us worried until the last period-history.torture la.i rather it first period.done and over with.anw.so i cleared things out.one thing accomplised-I DEFINITELY GOT BIRD'S PAPER GRADED! another thing.my own grade is at stake.all cos of my SHEER STUPIDITY! i mean .our work is kinda the same.cos the lazy us.just copy the whole chunk of passage from our textbook.so let's just hope she doesn't think it's the same.pray!! sa's work is at stake too cos she was looking at bird's paper too.that day was hell.thank god i lived.
thurs-23/2/06
rehearsals.oh you dont want to know what happen.but i got good info.now i know why he likes my name. "ERR...."
fri-24/2/06
this day came so fast.performance kinda sucks.and i was so pissed.poh yi and i had it out with mr choo like we gave our opinions and all.my god.u shld have seen it.it dinn relle turn out to be an opinion on our performance anymore.but the way he doesn things with us.DON'T YOU EVER GEDDIT! i know you dont want to spoil the happy mood.but the way you do things.it's not going to work! poh yi and i just so pissed.so we said our seniors's opnions.gave it to you.do you remember what you said about that.like all the never just judge one person's opnions.or a group or sth.they are not just friends or people.they are our seniors of our cca! they are the ones that know what's our real standard.so what.this is the worse performance ever.you chose to take opnions like " you people did great." is that all? i don't mean you shld pin point everyone who made a mistake.but can you make it better.will there ever be a day when you really slam the table at us and wake the whole ensemble up to their senses.and there's this other YOU! such a two face okay.if you karnt take in bad opnions how the hell will we improve.and at one time.u were agreeing.the next thing i know.you're such a stuck up.i couldn't cry cos of my mascara.until i heard what you said you two face bitch! and then the tears row down.mascara all just wash down.i dinn give a damn anymore.the old nic.with lots of opnions.good and bad.to make us improve.all she said was one line to poh yi.guitar has been low profile.i know the seniors have expectations on us.instead of thinking it as a goal for us to strive.you think it as they are they.us are us.what's this! i want nic back.when she's back.everything will go back just fine.annie and ada, it's relle up to the two of you now. you know why we are the only two in the ensemble to think we relle did bad, cos we were the only ones who relle cared how we fare.never in my life had i seen an ensemble so happy after a performance like that.i prefer the old times when we relle reflected on our perfomance and make a difference to it.look at the ensemble.it's either they think they did good or they dun give a shit about it anymore.i relle peh fu my EX-seniors.they made that change.and now.their effort cannot go down the drain just like that la.angela has no power cos of some people.so if you adults or even some of you people think she doesn't do anything.one question " did you give her a chance?" poh yi.senior most senior.she doesn't get the respect she shld get.her opinions you return as nags.she has the most experience.but you people dont give her that respect. our perfomance was okay.can be improve.but one thing.that makes everything.is the X factor.i guess that was thrown down the drain already.dont' you know X factor makes a whole lot of difference.that's how it works.it's the first i heard from cca seniors or even from tiffany.that we were not nervous on stage at all.first time.i treat it as we were well-prepared.but every perfomance has this lil nervousness for us to carry.we had none.and yes.if you say that when u teach them and even for months they dont geddit.what? that's it?!teach till they geddit.even if it takes one more week.one more month.taht's one good point of mr shi that i relle miss..heard mr gasper was still the best.i dinn had him so i dont relle know.but from what i heard.all the seniors just love him.he makes them geddit.he was always there for them.just by smiling during a performance, he could make every single one of the ensemble not just a simple fake smile.but a true smile and laughter which they manage to hold back.that was the X factor.

busted.AGAIN! =)

2006-02-21T17:39:00.000+08:00

ha.today got busted by mdm chan..dun guess.it's partly my hair.most imptly.i dinn do her freaking essay! and stupid me dinn bother to go change in PE shirt.oh wells.she knows me already becos of my "messy" hair.it is messy la.but not like the way she says it.she thinks i want to attract lesbians!i karnt believe she said that kn.i was sort of laughing la.but control.and she scolded bird for "laughing" when bird was so not laughing.then when she went to the board to write sth.i yawn.HELLO! history is freaking boring.especially when a teacher just scold u and u're like trying to keep fully awake cos she's always looking.yeah.so i yawn.SUE ME! she turn and saw.then she was like asking me what we were talking about for that lesson so i said world war.then she ask world war wad..i so happily dinn see the big title " the second world war" haha.until bird told me then i told mdm chan "2nd world war".so sue me again! she must be meno-pausing or sth.speaking of which.we still have GY project long long over-due.oh wells! so in the end we gotta hand in the history essay by like 2.30pm.and lessons ended at 12.15 so nick when ask mdm chan for extra day like maybe JUST maybe we could hand in by 2ml first thing in the morning.and nick said bird had a match.guess what mdm chan said in a way way way loud and sacastic tone " IM SORRY BABY! THAT'S TOO BAD!!" haha! omg.how bitchy can she get.such a sonofabitch MOST of the time.tsk tsk.so we sa and me did history during rapiah's lesson.got caught by her but she was like " aiya.must at least ask permission right!" omg.she's nice know.but her teaching kinda suck balls!relle.just in time to hand in history.right on the dot!! 2.30pm.i just copy the whole freaking 3 paras in the text book.so much for solid work lahh.haha.tomorrow still got bio and physics test.die die MUST pass!

today will be the best day of the week.maybe even month.

2006-02-16T18:17:00.000+08:00

today was great! maybe even the best day of the week or even MONTH! lolx.alrights.first had morning runs.skip it.accompany bird to go classroom for duty.asked her why she cannot run.she dun want to tell me.then when i saw the way she sat on the chair, i was like " bird! u fall down again arh?!" and she gave me that smile.okay.that was when i started laughing damn loud.then she explained to me HOW she fell.i burst out laughing!! omg.mrs tay is SO right."such a silly way of injuring youself!" haha.but cannot say explaination here! haha.get permission from bird.and u can laugh like mad! haha.kk.so skip morning runs.skip PE.then my converse bag kena used to be carried by my classmate's leg.THANKS ARH CHER! but nvm la.just go and wash it.kk.then amaths.SLEEPY! -as usual.recess, stayed in class to do hw with bird.dinn eat.damn hungry.emaths okay la.finish all the 10 qns in 20 mins.HA! one less hw.after emaths was SS.then suay suay kena those who dinn wear specs to hand in journal.my content page haven update! lolx.after ss was eng.then the gal said this " 3/7, mrs lopez ask you all to go down and bring foolscap,eng text,PC wksht and pencil case." and she left.guess wad i asked after she left." where the hell did she say we're suppose to go? down right.down where?" haha.so we had an excuse for being late.went toilet first..then went library.after that had to do some research thing.so did with bird.got a com outside.then pretended to go do some work.then tiffy ask me about something which i was suppose to tell her.then i was like " huh? tell you already! oh oh.that day one arh?" then bird asked me who it was i was referring to.and then somehow.she said her name )(*&6%$ so spot on.but ti's not her la.just that there were rumous about it last year.but she still dinn get it.then after that we were doing a bit of the research.then bird and me talk thru a paper.damn funny.so it the end, conclusion.bird is a BITCH and im a BASTARD! haha.weird ending.then after we were laughing and kena caught by lopez,i wanted to pretend we were doing.then mouse not working.then we were wasting time.and saying whether bird accidentally pulled the mouse wire out.then we were saying wait got electric shock larh.then i said. anw.if lopez check and got electric shock, she'll only feel ticklish.haha.then i kept saying the wrong word like " cos my birth cert says SOs." haha.and a lot of other example.like i told bird i had " parkistein disease." but i pronouce as "parkistan disease" then she dinn noe.so she went to ask ard.and even asked lopez.and lopez was like saying how it's pronouce wrongly and all.i was laughing there like mad.i told bird.i have parkistan disease.which means laughing without sound! haha.she wrong that on the piece of paper, besides "caroline-bastard" lol. in the end bird told lopez.but lopez totally biange her.so i wanted to say then couldn't stop laughing.so bird was like " u go ask her.and dun laugh" .i called mrs lopez.then i started laughing.bird did the talking i show her the mouse.haha.so we did nothing but talk there.guess wad tiff and kimbo was doing? they were going yahoo and msn.then in the "search" type in ur name and search the images.it's damn funny wad the web can give u for ur name.lopez's pic does look like her.elizabeth is name, tsk tsk.porn pics.haha!!! alot la.then went in again.was screaming ONCE cos linette put alot of force on my tighs and that is liek the worse place to press.then while i was rubbing, bird happily go try putting force on my other leg.then i screamed AGAIN! then that was went lopez said " no wander the com can spoil.haha.caroline i want you to sit infront.right under my nose." haha.so bored infront.then i totally fell asleep after that.heard bird call my name but turn and couldn't find her.haha.so after school, rush to class to go physics.then anne came with the pizza.and bird was talking to mrs tay, so shaf,shar, me anne went to eat in the canteen.ate our share then i brought up all the way to 4th level, bird's share.she was like so surprised.first time , a person rush up to bring her food.pizza somemore.lol.just thought.since she and jessie couldn't go to the pizza, i'll bring the pizza to them.but jessie dunnoe disappear go where.and btw, anne got busted cos she got caught for ordering pizza to school.it's relle cool know! we planned it ytd nite.yahh.just left the pizza on her table.when i walked out of the toilet, this little piece of tissue got stuck on the shoe.PAI SAY! u shld have heard how bird was laughing.haha.tutorial,boring.made a deal.if bird do bio hw.i'll return her the $4 for pizza and it's a treat.but if she doesn't do.she doesn't lose anything.haha.but im confident.haha.had cca.die la.one piece still haven learn! gosh.and only 4 of us playing.one word-die. kk...so poh yi and i had our usual " fight" haha. listern to this.
p: see la.everytime see you.always chase me for some reason
c: why i chase you? because you made my water bottle in a worse condition
p:but if you never want to spray me with water, i wun press ur water bottle until like that.
c:but if u never laugh at me, i wun spray you with water
p: but if u never forget to fill it , i wun laugh
c: but if you never make me walk to your class, i wun forget.and in the end u never take ur wallet like u intended
p: and who anyhow bring me to canteen say want to buy drink then never?
c: and WHO helped u to get rid of that 2 chocs? and who gave pheobe the chocs to help u arh?
p but i always got my friend to help eat.and pheobe is my friend too.
c: but who asked pheobe one arh?
p:so??she's still my frien wad.
c: WHO ask one arh?
p: so?? your friend dun dare to eat wad.(bird.-she thinks i was going to do sth to her!) so give pheobe loh
c: and why she dun dare eat arh? who hide behind me to make it look suspicious arh?!
p: no loh
c: yes loh
p:no
c:yes
NO.YES.NO.YES.ARGHH!!! cold war! separate.
HAHAHA!!!!!!!!! that was our " fight" haha.obviously we were laughing like mad while "fighting." haha.damn funny.tiffany was like "POH YI! CAROLINE! STOP!" hahahahaha...nice one.sadly, dinn work.LOL!

haiz.trouble again. :(

2006-02-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

oh man.im like getting into deep shit again.i repeat.AGAIN! so sad know!! seriously.i'll be sacked before u know it.i dun think the points are worth it now.it's really damn fucking irritating about chers la.stereotyping and all.and what is this? not trusting prefects arh.fine la.some cher! try living in the world.not just sac.and see if u'll survive..wa lao.so dao la cher! p.s name : ms nur! yesyes.what a name already.but seriously, bird made the super SUPER wrong move.saying mdm sim gave us permission go toilet.what's chers and their freaking prob.go toilet also need to investigate until like that!! bloody hell. anw.if ms nur relle go check with mdm sim.byebye people.see me in RTC kk.but of course, dun go breaking rule just to see me there. god.then joseph will be "blah blah blah.prefect this prefect that.blah blah blah" .at least they keep to their spoilt radio reputation.shessh.and THEN gy.i bet you bird mitch tiff and me.all forgot to see ms chua about our project!! haah..u guess what will be on our report card? a big letter "F".oh wells.i still dun see how will this affect me.maybe in end year results.but does it affect my "o"s results? no right.i relle dun mind the "F" u know.cos i can spent more time in doing other stuff.if i rem maybe i'll attempt to do it.ha! that's what i said weeks ago.oh wells.it's a positive attitude.

valentine's day.

2006-02-14T17:56:00.000+08:00

performance: SUCKY! thank you very much.EVERYTHING WENT WRONG! yes.it's no kidding.everything.totally.and pls tiffany.tell me u're kidding when u said there is another performance next week for SEC 3s!! PLEASE tell me u're joking.anyone but sec 3s la.f**king arrangement.
i tried my best not to say the f word on v day! lol! so far can lahh.

(: got lots of gifts! thanks all! <3 u guys lots. X)

*chel, find me! or your v day thing is going to rot! lolx*

officially busted.LOL! X)

2006-02-13T15:02:00.000+08:00

alrights.our class is officially record breaking. (:
the best class (3/7 '05)
1.being the noisiest class in the whole level
2.having the most complains so far by all chers
3.having a lot of discplinery faults
4.having to do the worst EVER for pure chem
p.s they haven looked into pure bio or physics YET!
5.having joseph visiting us at such an early stage of the year
6.nagged by VP at such an early stage of the year
7.always getting scolded
8.grades are all "heck care"
8.attitude sucks
9.very rude
10.it's not just one who did all the above.IT'S ALL 41 of us
p.s *30 are leaders*

okay..i guess the top 10 reasons are seriously good enough.hahaz.
anw.today had half way.still got bloody cca.until 1pm.but alrights la.2 hrs only.damn slack today.only got EM.then recess then sch end.so everyone just left during recess.and bird and me.stayed back to do maths.and i was framed for making her stay back.WHO WAS THE ONE WHO WANTED TO STAY?! haha..i shall not say.many will be SHOCKED.

things are not as bad as they seems. (:

2006-02-12T19:17:00.001+08:00

english tuition can really be a place i got to relieve stress know.haha! break time.cher forgot to bring money and she wanted hot milo.so i said i'll pay first.then she said " okay.next week pay you back.with interest." so i said"okay.$10 per hour.one day 24 hours.you do the calculations kk." haha.so i got her milo and then she was saying about the interest. and i told her " i did the calculations.u owe me $1681 bucks next weeks." LOL! she's nice.in class.u have only 3 directions to look.front,right or left.so look front, look at cher.sometimes boring.look right is my friend.i dun stare at her unless im crook then i'll get high.look left is another guy.so i rotate la.then everytime i turn left.i start laughing.okay.i feel super mean but seriously.he look like a bung from the front. i love his hair though.he can style relle good.but his face like got put powder cann.LOTS! i told my friend then we were laughing.giving reasons for his face.then my friend said she likes his eyes.seriously.he looks blind.HAHA! no seriously.it does.then we were laughing like mad.cher ask us why we laugh, which typically resulted in MAJOR LAUGHTER.LOUD LAUGHTER.
lesson learnt : never ask "what's so funny" to a person hu is laughing.
just before tuition ended.when everyone was leaving the room,one guy asked " urm.how do you get to taka?" ok.so far that is the funniest question i have ever heard!!! come on.a sec 3 guy.asking how to go to taka.my friend beside me was laughing like MAD!!!
okay.so tuition ended and i was in the lift with my friend.we got on the same lift.was kinda cramp.then in the lift from 5th floor to first floor.everyone single one was using the hp.sms-ing.then my friend started laughing.then when she laughed.the guy(p.s cute! XD) standing behind,facing her back started to laugh a bit also.then i look at him and when he saw me looking.i started laughing. and he started laughing.but u know wad? i think we were laughing at 3 different thing.HAAH! guess wad my friend was laughing at? THE HP KEYPAD SOUND! god!why he laugh? hell do i not know.
***
a lil something for lopez and sim(teen-wanna-be):
There you go
you're always so right
it's all a big show
it's all about you
you think you know
what everyone needs
you always take time
to criticize me
it seems like everyday
i make mistakes
i just cant get it right
it's like im the one
you love to hate
but not today
so shut up shut up shut up
dont want to hear it
get out get out get out
get out of my way
step up step up step up
you'll never stop me
nothing you say today
is gnna bring me down
there you go
you never ask why
it's all a big lie
whatever you do
you think u're special
but i know and i know and i know
and we know
that you're not
you're always there to point out my mistakes
and shove them in my face
it's like im the one you love to hate
but not today
don't tell me who i should be
and dont try to tell me what's right for me
dont tell me what i should do
i dont wanna waste my time
i'll watch you fade away!
***
there.feeling so much better.

ytd was...

2006-02-11T10:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday was like a damn nervous day for many of us.siblings,cousins, friends who were graduating and taking their Os results...anyway,the day was kinda terrible and ok-ish la.
my day:
first had physics.first period..THEN i realised i forgot to do my hw.so i was walking towards the class i was going to check then my junior said she helped me to check already.haha.then i went back classroom.whole lot of friends crowding ard bird and my table.then i realised.PHYSICS HW..shit shit shit.so quickly go copy also.got foolscape paper.then during anthem,plegde and pray.we were just copying.i was like looking out a bit as i copy.look out like 5 times.coast clear.then i look out one more time.FUCK! `cher there.told bird and quickly hide paper.kena caught.HA! was a gave a warning.one more time.i'll be complain-ed.lol.i tell u arh.the next thing u know.i'll be sacked!! LOL! it's okay for me.really.then sorry.kena tiff and dawn scolded also.wanted to stand up for them.but at that point do u seriously think cher will buy my explaination? NO! duh.come on la.tiff and dawn at the back cannot see properly wad.fucking bitch la she.whole time we were calling her that.I HATE SITTING THERE! it's so shit can.ONE MORE MONTH I'M MOVING!better be somewhere further from chers la.but with my partner PLEASE! (:kk.then rush to pysics lab.darn! forgot 30cm ruler.then wanted to paste bird's and my ruler together to from 30 cm ruler.then in the end we couldnt sit together.haiz..sad!! we did SPA.then cut into our recess but then recess will still be 30 mins..shared chicken rice with bird.cos wasn't that hungry..estimated cher will take like 15 mis to walk 2 levels! haha.but she was like 25 mins late.then joseph came.talk about our class complains.then ask the leaders to stand.so prefects stand la.then after that she said" those who hold any position stand also." then chairman and vice stand.then joseph said " i meant ALL THOSE WHO HOLD ANY FORM OF LEADERSHIP." ha! u shld have seen.75% of the class stood up.so out of 41 students in our class.30 are leaders.HAHA! a bit shocking la.lolx. oh wells.then had some shit talk thing.then PC OVER! wtf la.waste time.so much for "we do PC next lesson kk" shessh!anw.then had chem.it was okay i guess.got away with test cos some ppl were not there for previous lesson.then had bio.before that went toilet with kimbo...got back and then she wass with her greeting crap thing.after taht bird,nick, sylvie and me were laughing our head off.sylvie was becoming a bird wanna-be!! and bird wanted a dimper when she smile so she was like forcing it with a pencil.entertainig our-selves.then suddenly while i was like stoning abit.cher beat my hand.3 fucking times.i was like wtf!! i take pic she kena sacked can! it was getting painful la.the whole class heard the 3 beatings can.like wtf.then she said " this two has been laughing the whole time since i got here" HELLO! when she got there i wasn't even there.when she beat me, I WAS STONING!! who laughs when they stone can!! then she was like asking wad is my name. i cannot be bothered to entertain her.just let her look herself.keep asking me wad's my name and i just point to her my nametag.then she ask bird wad is her name. then bird did the same.so she was saying"elizabeth wad arh" then bird dinn say anything.just point our her nametag also.and cher COULDNT PRONOUCE IT!ha.sucker la.so she was like saying dun make things difficult for her.then bird was like " hendricks!" jesh.and she's like asking if i wanted attention.and i just raised my eyebrows at her.god.she relle suck.and then she's like if u want i can ignore u.i just nodded my head.and she is like telling the class how she will ignore me.HELLO! wad's ur defn of ignore? if u know wad's ignore.YOU SURE HAVE A SUCKY WAY OF SHOWING IT! jesh!! then she is like going to ignore us.wadeva! suck a way of showing it when she keeps saying how she'll ignore us.then suddenly she was talking to some ppl.and she was like " SHUT UP LA!" HELLO! such a teen-wanna-be! go look at mirror first.HAAH!! im mean i know.but it's a fact.the class was shocked when she said that also...anw.then had mt.went toilet with bird ! haha.4th level cannot.almost got caught my mdm chan for not having a pass.so i said " oh.after bio we having chi.so before we go chi, we coming to the toilet first then go for chi." it doesn't make sense at all.but she bought it.haha.then we quickly went back take pass.went to 4th level,cannot.go 3rd level cannot.then go 2nd level.haha.delayed a lot.chi class arh..pissed chel la.chi cher unreasonable anyway...then school over.mon declare halfday!still got cca anw.some shit la..rushed to hall.saw sis.waitied thru the long talk.then getting results.i go eat first.anw.sis is index no.35 wad.got back..still in time.went ard.then went to sis.sat there with her.annie was there too.then her turn.damn nervous.i dunno why. then i was like siting near her when she got her result.then she got it.argh.she was like screaming.and hugging me like mad.haha! everyone is staring.i was just happy she's happy! she's happy with it.im happy with it.i amost hug her until my shoe came out la! haa.then annie hug her.and then tiff.lolx.then rush to cca.tiff was rushing me.so i left when sis left..cousin arh...damn good la he's result..then had a lot of commotion about stuff and all..at nite then could ask about some other friends result.sorry if i appear slow.haha...

high!! major.

2006-02-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

today was okay i guess..i have super slow human reaction!! argh!! i shall not explain any further.however im already overcoming it! HAHA!i was so hyper and i was like screaming when i actually got the ruler when bird dropped it.then everyone was like quiet.and then i realised..oops.so i put down the ruler and just smiled and bird was laughing like shit.TYPICAL!!
then i went to tuition.sth damn funny happen.and it made my day! was super high and happy.wouldn't say why here.anne, get letter from me.inside info there.shar, start the letter rolling.ARGH! im still so high!! man.how does he do that!!LOL!

i've survived?lol.

2006-02-07T16:02:00.000+08:00

oh man.sore throat okay liao.then now it's flu.but im better now..= just not getting enough sleep.lol!sounds like someone.piggy chel.HA! okay okay.today was so so.
PE-i've learnt a few things
1.NEVER play tennis with half a tennis court.P.S 35 people!
2.never play facing the sun.always miss the ball and karnt see where it's going
3.never play doubles
4.never play with everyone standing just 1m away from each other side by side.you'll be a good target
5.3/7 peeps suck at targeting to their players
6.look out at the surrounding more than u look out for your ball.chances are that you'll get ur player's ball.and a few other player's ball will come to you
7.never play with nicole.(she screams like hell) but that kinda brings the fun into it.haha.
8.never stand near dawn.too violent. LOL!
9.never hit other people's ball even when it's coming to you.you'll never know where it will end!
10.careful ur head.AND MY LEG! kinda hitted by balls flying everywhere!
most important lesson.NEVER PLAY TENNIS DURING PE.but NO! im stuck at it for at least a month!
amaths-BORING.
recess-send tiffy home.she busted herself out of school can! cos she her eyes was bleeding.to be exact, the blood vessel in her eyes broke.so it was like bleeding inside her eyeballs.but it wasn't even pain.she just wanted to pon a bit ..of course! who doesn't typical.

hs-slept awhile..mdm chan forgot abt us.got info to go library.one period gone already.watched a video and did a quiz halfway. quiz didn't have enuf time.so i shld have took an extra copy from bird and then bring home to check for answers! im so stupid!!

chem;bird went off.importanat tournament sia..so sa sat with me all the way..wa lao.laughed like mad.about cher la..ha.toilet spell as toliet! haha..3/7 arh..tsk.oh yah.for chem test.40%passed! haha...okok..mdm rapiah lesson was like funny.cos chin did this stupid way of doing then she saw mine and she said my solution also damn funny so i was like snatching my book away.and SA WASN'T HELPING ME! she was on rapiah's side.god.look at the state ofmy maths book sia.and mdm rapiah kept saying i was laughing?? HELLO! i was doing the work she was giving la...sa's fault.

you:okay.im getting confused and frustrated.what do you want from me?

semi pissed.

2006-02-06T19:03:00.000+08:00

im semi pissed.argh + lol.haha!
(lol*)piss-y part:bird has to tell me the freaking bad news.and i was telling tiff not to show me the freaking list.even when she got it.so i can pon lesson.THEN went im off halfway, bird was like "caroline caroline caroline! the list!!" and THEN i ran.like hell.until i stop and she was running with the freaking list.and i was like hitting her like mad.cos like that i cannot pon.like hu din see bird showing me the list! so i was hitting her the whole time sia.i was like screaming like hell!!and all she did was laugh! gosh.and then tiffy came.and she rub it in.ARGH! i said the f word dunno how many times liao..everytime i saw bird.here comes my WHACKING!she's like telling me not to be so peh ceh.how can i NOT! lol...and that lesson.we did a test.A TEST! and it's like "wtf?"seriously.the words to cheem sia.i dinn understand a freaking thing.no one did!! that's the point.on second thoughts.maybe i relle ought to be sitting there doing the lesson.
happy-y part: cca.was sicko.spent a lot of time.running around chasing my senior...then we came up with a dirty joke.his wife, divorce liao.got 2 more mistress.and it's relle dirty.seriously.we're the only one laughing there when we're suppose to act sad cos tiffy giving a bit of a scolding.and then went to put guitar, i saw tiffy.and we were like."bye.mr **'s mistress!!!" and guess wad was tiffy's reply "bye!!" omg.she admitted it.im not mean la.so maybe she dinn relle hear that part.although i was saying it damn loud infront of her face.haha.a bit not convincing right..lol..

argh..having sore throat now.if only i can pon school 2ml...i'll be lonely for quite a number of periods.bird got a match to go...no one to talk and laugh to to pass time.i'll gtg plan wad to do..lol

it's not bad i guess.

2006-02-05T08:50:00.000+08:00

yes! fri was a bit of hell and nervousness.about the sitting arrangement thing.i have been bugging tiffy for the previous day.and she was like saying "not confirm not confirm".so it's like damn nervous.and then fri came.and tiffy was doing the sitting arrangement thing in class.i wanted to take from dawn but she took it first.but i still got it.so bird and i were looking and looking.where the hell are we.and THEN i spotted! "bird-caroline"OMG! we were screaming and jumping for joy sia.i was screaming"tiffy i love u!!!"haha! and i gave her a hug.so did bird.lol.and then `cher's period.and we act guai sia.bird brought out her eng textbk and put them on her table.i was laughing away.and then she came.normally when the whole class stand, we'll be the last few or last to stand.and then bird quickly stood up and then i stood up.while the whole class were STILL sitting! haha.and trust me,tiffy was lauhing like MAD!!! oh wells.this is call ACT GUAI! lol..then they showed `cher the sitting arrangement thingy.and we were like crossing our fingers.and YES! we got thru! but sadly, we were infront.all the way.oh wells.we get to sit together.it's all that matters.and it's kinda good-according to bird, we'll get to concentrate.haha!but mitch,tiff,sa and us are separated!!like one row in between.sa is in the middle, mitch is at the back.and tiff is inbetween.hard to talk though..but this separation is a must cos that was `cher's intention.during bio.gosh.sa asked mdm sim A QUESTION! all of us damn shock sia.turn back and look at her.tiff was shock too.BUT she had a motive.to waste time.cos mdm sim will go on explaining..blah blah blah.mt,we swomp shoes.HA! bird's shoes are big.i can put my whole hand in even when my feet is in.she could wear mine too.but a bit tight.and we made our way thru chinese like tat.lol...chi time totally not listerning one la.talking to chel all the way.and at first, tiff, chel and me spotted sth that made us laugh damn loud.cher forgot to button the button behind her blouse.want to tell her then decided NOT to.haha.and then more ppl saw and more laughed...and her explaination is.---TOO HOT! my god.

I HATE MY FORM TEACHER! =/

2006-02-02T16:13:00.000+08:00

i so hate my form teacher!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg.fark her la...ARGH!
i hate her i hate her i hate her.she is such a bitch!!!
i mean like we're just starting to adapt to our new classrooms without the lockers thingy.and NOW she wants to change seats.as usual.too noisy,too talkative.AND I HATE IT WHEN SHE STEREOTYPES ME!!! wad's her farking problem.it's like we're pissed.and kept dissing her until cannot diss anymore la.bird was like saying how everyone can change seats but she and me are going to be there.but of course.no one is going to buy that.haiz...and tiffany and dawn got so irritated by bird's and my suggestions to how we shld seat, everytime we talk to them about it, they just turn away.im serious.like totally dun care us! and i dun care if im sitting infront.just with bird.and it's like bird even told them.she dun mind sitting infront.EVEN infront of the teacher's table, just to sit with me.and that is like a is like a big sacrifice for her!and OF COURSE OUR TEACHER WUN BUY THAT LA! her motive is to separate bird and me!! omg.she's so bitch.i dunn care la.by hook or by crook,we'll sit together.currently, she has counted.we can have 5 periods together only.out of the WHOLE week.god! and currently, she is with chrystal.no seriously, this sucks.if they dun change chrystal.cos i doubt she will put 2 prefects near each other.so i'll be like quite far away. =/ we're going to talk to her.set already.im just going to argue until i get it la.haiz...ss.had some fun la.making the best out of it cos it's like the last day.amaths tutorial-BORING!

school's back.reality's back.

2006-02-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

today was ok-ay i guess. (: there's never a perfect day!and pls.i am not as miserable as you think i am.yes im talking to you.i may have my downs.but since then.i learnt to appreciate life better..partly thanks to you! (: anw.so we had CNY celebration TODAY! a bit late right..shessh! and at first.im like thinking.not bad.can waste time..and THEN the sun came up.and it's like scorching hot.but we're like running everywhere to avoid it.haha!! typical 15 year olds.clare and me.HA! but i dun mind the sun really.and then elizabeth went to canteen buy food.say so loud somemore.and all the prefects sitting ard her class.SMART! and then omg.u shld see the amount of food she put in her pocket! burger,snacks.ALL KINDS! haha...and then the sun came.so clare and i moved back.and she was like sitting infront of me.and clare and i were laughing cause i SWEAR they were eating like there was no tomorrow.so we were laughing and shaking our heads.then one girl saw and told the rest..they just laughed! haha.and she still ask me "YOU WANT?!" say so loud how to take food from her la.haha.but not that im going to.ahha...ahems.u people shld know why right.cant relle say.i may even be sacked.haha.and im aware of this particular teacher to goes blog hopping.and so suai.im in the links of the person that teacher goes to.haha.yupyups.funniest lesson.BIO! omg.i haven had such fun in like months.bio.3 periods.so went to lab.and i was sitting behind.and bird had to sit infront.then for like the last one period i was sleeping.and after that we had to do experiments.and bird walked over to me.and she was like " i hate u caroline! i hate you!" then i was like still sleeping.but a bit awake.and then i heard bird asked val:she relle sleeping arh!" haha! so i asked rachel to sit infront and bird sit on her sit.haha.look at how happy she was okay.rachel likes to sit infront anw.so im not mean.then swop place with val.just that one is in and one is out..then she and me decided to do pictionary.so val gave me a movie"chicken little" omg.u shld have seen the chicken! bird gave like " angel.devil.you.jail person" haha.at last on my 3rd attempt.she got it.then her turn..hers i got it FAST! it was "cheapen by a dozen 2" she drew circles in a bag!! gosh.haha.then we gave val one.and we were drawing her face.she knew it was her but she wasn't so sure so she asked us to continue.then we drew the mole on the face and she was like "me." HAHA! i know now i say it's damn not funnny.but typical, bird and me dropped down laughing.hahhah..and val was taking it out on me la.cos i was in the middle!! her tickles are painful.haha.but it's damn cute when she said "me." haha.then bird as usual.drew me and her.then we decided to draw more ppl.so we drew our bio teacher.and wrote "she's fater in real life" then we drew our eng teacher!! it was damn funny.especially when bird drew one hand and i drew the next.im so going to scan it and put it here.soon.when i get back the paper from bird.it's damm funny.we dinn noe it was so funny.but when we drew finish and look at it in whole.omg.we just laughed damn loud.everyone was looking and then we laugh until we sat on the floor.haha..the class was over.so cher dinn care.hha.and we were like laughing all the way up to class.history was great! the funnist history class EVER! mdm chan came for like 10 mins.and she gave us some notes.and when she had to go off.she was telling the hisotry rep "flash to the class what they want to see" haha..bird was laughing the loudest.and then mdm chan realised.haha..then she quickly go say the paper.and was like laughing with us la.haha.anw.i have a new name.it's for u ppl to find out yourself...haha.have fun guessing who the hell is it.

back.

2006-01-31T10:06:00.000+08:00

alrights.so i went to malaysia.TO VISIT RELATIVES! not like...HOLIDAY!thank you very much.XD!so yeah.it was the 365th day since i last saw them..i reached like in 7 hrs.jam! singapore efficiency..SUCKS! no seriously.it sucks. their problem not mine.pur-lease, why the hell is it mine?lol.they just going to have to accept all the complaints by public.not my problem.haha! (:
yea.so i saw them.did some catching up.had dinner.then my uncle led us to the highway before we got separated cos he had to go a diff route.then.we sort of got...lost.LOL! we took a wrong route.and missed two exits.HAHA! hey.it sounds bad..maybe even terrible but 80% of malaysia's roads all lead to the same place..so we still got back to our hotel.just urm.double the time.haha.so reached ard 11pm..that was first day.second day wasn't so bad.did some shopping.then go visit them again and had dinner and aunt's hse.her cooking rocks! starting to miss it already.i love the abolone soup.although i hate abolone.dun ask me why.it's like chewy and taste like plastic..lol.after that did some chatting and stuff.until later then we left.really hate separation.dunno why.i'll do anything to avoid separation.speaking of which.i hate it when people cry.i'll give in like in anyway they want la..and to guys, the stupid-ist thing u can ever say to girls is " please don't cry" when they are crying.cos it just makes them cry EVEN more.so it kinda makes things worse right.especially if u're the one who caused to crying.and just a lil tip.if your girl is pms-ing.one way to conquere it. go to her and ask her " are u having pms?/ are u pmsing?" if she smiles, go give her a hug.if she screams and stomp off, better luck next time kk. :) yupps.kk.so i left for singapore on mon morning.have more relatives to visit.and im so going back to that hotel.it has internet and msn for goodness sake.and it has scv! sadly, no mtv..but it's still good enuf...
**
so went to visit more ppl. lil kids can really BE HELL.not matter how cute they are.they had this really LOUD and CRAZY side of them.but looking at them, reminds me of how i used to be.so im not complaining much.haha..went home.counted mula from ang baos.the best time! hahaha..so decided to just bank in $700.the rest.IM SO SPENDING IT!!! no one is going to change that.except.one problem.i need to find the time.i owe some people time.im trying my best.i swear.

bye! for now :)

2006-01-27T21:08:00.000+08:00

bye peeps.off in malaysia by sat morning! :) back on monday! happy chinese new year! LOL! XD!

fri.at last!

2006-01-27T16:12:00.000+08:00

it's friday.AT LAST! today was tiring sia.had like 3 sciences! all double period.double physics,recess ( ONE PERIOD!), double eng (lopez NOT HERE!), double chem,double bio,double mt!phyics, IM PAYING SOME ATTENTION! recess.eng.it's a miracle lopez not here.so we head for library.suppose to do sth but had silent reading instead.ha! like real im going ot read.neither will bird or sa.haha.mich and tiff will.so we were like talking about piercing nose ,mouth,belly button.BIRD'S BELLY BUTTONS ARE....okok.i shall not say.i promised! haha..but omg.haha!!*deep breathing*..HAHA! it's really urm...beyond words.hha.so we were like talking of piercing here and there (pls dun think dirty). and how we'll get grounded if our parents find out.then we were talking about some stuff..so i was looking at a msg.that urm..this girl gave.like oh my mama.she's going to be rejected.haiz..poor girl.then we were like talking about this other girl seniors.lots of secrets.so cannot say here.we were talking about some stuff.and bird din want to tell us exactly hu.she said she'll tell me when we get back but then she thinks i'll tell sa.so i dinn get the full info.she's from 4/9.go check it out! then we were like getting violent with bird.then she caught sa's wallet and put it in her bra.and stuff it there.and we were like laughing non-stop.sa was totally grossed out.and told bird to take my wallet.i snatch it.and bird wasnt so mean.oh wells.sa's wallet was stuck there for QUITE SOME TIME! haha.then the cher came.check on us.so only sa took a book.bird and me was empty.so i pretended to be reading with sa.like u know i want to read the same book but only got one.and we were like laughing then.so then it became 3 people reading.and she was like walking up and down.so at last! i persuaded bird to take 2 magazines.she scared cher see.haha! she is really scared of funny things.really.so we got 2 magazines and pretended we were reading.haha! then very soon it was over.fast leh that 2 periods..saw eli and gave her hymm book.then chi.wa lao.was playing a fool la.bird's compo sucks! haha.u shld see her story line.haha...then tiff was talking too much with chel so cher ask us to swop place.so now im in the middle.I CANNOT SIT WITH CHEL! i'll die la.i sit down already then we just start laughing.really loh.haha.i think lao shi regreted it.haha.oh wells.make a choice and dun regret it man! lol..went to ccps.PLAYED HOPSCOTCH AND HIDE AND SEEK.so fun! haha.SO CHILDISH! haha..trying to remember the days la.haha.then had food.so much better as compared to our sch! god knows what happened!

typical thursdays.

2006-01-26T16:28:00.000+08:00

omg.2ml still have school.some shit school i've gotten myself into man!!i wonder why this year it's like that.so suai la..haiz..
today-bored.but one good news.we're playing tennis for the next one month..wait.why it that good news? but anw.it's better than..volleyball.seriously..a maths arh.dying.recess was okay.rush back to help bird do up some hw.HA! it's like A3, A4,A5!! haha.but our class is fast la.our A2 is like other classes A4?! haha..maxine still owes me my wksht! must remember.yupps.btw.amelia's back in class..so mich is like with nick.and at the end.im sitting with bird and tiffany.in the middle..it was like eng and we had to do this informal letter.choosing cebu or tokyo.so lopez ask bird why she choose cebu.then bird say " i think the name is interesting" haha! and u should have seen the look on lopez face! priceless.then she said must hand in by the end of the day.and it's all our whole bunch dun want to do la.we rather do PC.so it's like im trying to let lopez hand in by tomorrow FIRST THING IN THE MORING.she dun want.sa and bird couldn't ask cos lopez will never listern to them.so asked Dawn.she dun want.so i tried my luck again.this time i said i will KINDLY VOLUNTEER to collect it.and i was like "lopez.can we had it all in together tomorrow so it's like easier to mark? like in one class together." cos tennis girls not here. and i was trying my best NOT TO LAUGH.it's hard really.if u have like sa and bird laughing their heads off next to you.try acting innocent then! lol..and she was like "caroline caroline.dun worry.it wouldnt be messy.and i need it by today.blah blah blah" that time i started laughing and was like banging my head on the table..bird and sa,oh my.laughing like anything! i tried.oh wells.we ended up doing it.and we FINISHED! haha.mich really hates siting infront.like second row.cos it's like lopez always pick on her then.haha.im like 2 rows down..bird had to go off at 1.30.for lunch.and she needed the release form.senior suppose to give her.she dared not ask to go to toilet.dun ask me why.but she dare to just go out of the class.sa and i were like saying she'll get caught walking out like that and the next thing " elizabeth!.why are u out of the class?" HAHA! bingo! lol.so she tried her oh so innocent look and explained why.cher,gave in! gosh.cos just then.her senior came...after lunch had like eng test.lucky i open my eyes big enuf to see it's a REPORT.not some formal crap thing.hahha..cos some people did a fomal letter.suckers la..at the rate im going.by the time im done with the com.it's night time.time for TRL.then night tv show.lol.

all about wednesdays! :)

2006-01-25T19:22:00.000+08:00

today-boredom.accept for a few parts.let's see.there's mother tongue first period-sucky! went for chi.NO TEACHER AGAIN!! yes!! but not really good cos i have to do my eng hw.it's graded.everything is graded! jesh!! so im like doing report.and everyone is like playing..this male dude 'cher came in.bird was drooling and she woke up cos it was like so wet.then the second time, the teacher woke her up.then after that she still went back to sleep.and her face was like total flat on the table.then her senior woke her up.and she drool on her chi textbook.drooler la she!! disgusting.lol..then had recess.damn funny.janey,chel,mian pao,tiff and me were like playing.and tiffany was the center of the joke! haha!!! it's like damn funny.she had her retainers on.so she couldn't eat.even sandwich also cannot!! only m and m.s haha!! then her back pain also.so we were like calling her old lady.and she keeps falling off the stairs and janey tried to hold her and brought her arm so high! and then they took her leg.and she almost fell backwards.chel and me were laughing like mad la!! lol...kk.then was physics.DYING!!boredom.but later.bird asked me for mirror.and the next thing i know.she screamed.and was like freaking out.guess wad she saw. this msg given to her inside her pencil box.it was " it's hard to say i love you.i love you" and it's mirror image thingy.that's why she used my mirror.and there was this heart shape thingy that was coded with bird's code.and the person must have left it there during recess..and bird thinks i know it.omg.it's so saddening kk.im like trying to clear my name and all she says is "pls.caroline! tell me.i know u're hiding sth from me.pls tell me leh.i scared!" that was all she was saying the whole time.i seriously duno.really.and to that person hu gave that msg to bird right.haha! nice way of scaring her..haha..then was wad.GY! had to grp.so ended up with mich,tiff, bird and me.GY la!! total not paying attention!! waste of time.so i was like decorating my book..lol..it's getting nicer.im so gonna cover the front page.UGLY! no offence to drama girls. :).bird was trying my PINK watch.so not her.and i took hers.DAMN BIG! haha.her mum! LOL! funny la..after that was bio.bird and mich went downstairs to "see" if mdm sim was there.and they saw her.they came up and told us.but we all pretend we dinn noe.lol..so she"acted" angry and walk in.she so cannot act angry.really.bird was still like " act angry only arh!" lol!! so we went downstairs.the whole time i was doing my summary.then sa wanted my watch for countdown and i row it on the floor and pass it to her that way.haha..bird wanted to pass me her watch.but she dare not throw.haha! lucky her.im bound to drop it.one way or another.haha!!halfway thru, mich and sa had to go off.so bird was with me.and we were the only two slacking away behind the lab.while everyone was so freaking enthu with the cells thingy.i wonder WHY?!so bird was like saying how scared she was cos she dinn do eng graded homeworkS! ahha.lol.then stayed for ONE LONG LONG period.until it was over.we all countdown with my watch.then we took a SCROLL back to class.history la.we were like late.so delayed abit.she finds everyway to detain us.really! then after school.saw anne and shar.so we went home together.then we were walking out of school.and shar was like wearing mag's schools.and it was damn loose.and while walking, it came off.and anne and i were like snatching it.i took it and threw it back the school gate!! HAHA! so shar dragged us to go back and take.then she was like running in.pai seh was she.then anne and i seated at the corner.SO SMART! shar really went out of the school!! haha..at first we wanted to stay there to see her cross the road.but after that we decided not to.haha.then saw her outside.laughing like anything.lol.then we snatched her wallet.and i got it.wanted to throw it but dinn.then we saw elizabeth tan and gave it to her.and she was like "cool!" (urm.wadeva!haha) then anne took it.then after that shar took it from her.she said " i want my wallet back" and elizabeth said " alrights" OMG! she's so KIND! too kind!! we told her to keep like until 2ml! hahahah.then went home.in the car, shar and i were like waving to people outside.damn funny and the excitment is back.lol.. after taht went for chi tuition...and back.STILL haven done ss.LOL!

back to school! =|

2006-01-24T14:57:00.000+08:00

fine fine fine.so it's back to school.ONCE AGAIN!
but everyone is like still in the CAMP CORRI mood.some yes some no.haha..school's fine i guess.BUT I LAGGING LIKE HELL!!! lol..really lagging.and so many people dinn go homework.so we're like always getting excuses. like if the teacher says "u're are suppose to do it this way.and u girls should do it this way blah blah blah" then we'll be like " OH MY! i did it WRONGLY.so i karnt pass it up TODAY!! (act sad)..[mrs..]i have to redo.then i hand up to you like.tomorrow?" that is IF tomorrow ever comes.hahah.and mich's mum is like wow.u people shld see like wad she said! haha..damn funny..bird and jolena got to miss like chem chem chem eng eng e maths.SO UNFAIR.tennis people too.im not even concentrating.and not even trying to! im like way in my own lala land.lol.doing all my stuff.sa was like eating chocs?! lol.tiff and i were like laughing.im still trying to recall how i end up sitting next to her.she'll drive u crazy la.if i dun drive u crazy FIRST. :D and i made an achievement! I ATE LAKSA WITHOUT DIRTYING ANY TINY PART OF MY SHIRT! yay me!!! lol.that's it for now.(:

BACK in singapore.

2006-01-21T14:38:00.000+08:00

yay! at last im back. home sweet home! camp was fab!!!

first day-
wed* 18/1/06
reached school at like 6.40am.saw people.lol.as usual, went with clare to ladies to do our hair.haha.can spent ages there one larh.seniors always complain everytime they go toilet.dunno why always see us inside.haha.after school also.lol...okay.then asemble in festival court. was playing around with val.and people said we look like sisters! haha.wild imagination.if val is really my sis.i gtg ask my mum wad went wrong.LOL! XD. started raining so we moved to inside.then went to board the bus.11 hrs on bus la.while waiting, val and me got like super super super high!! cos we saw this urm..person.hahha!! and then kimbo too.all thought was damn cute.then turn around. PFFT! *coughs* back to freaking reality.but val and i still got super high.haha..after waiting like LONG, got to the bus and drove to immigration there.got thru.after that changed bus.was like dying already.just 10 mins inside.but then.we lasted till lunch! which was like great.haha.had lunch..had toilet breaks and all.met piggy and her yam ice-cream.tsktsk.bored the bus.was already starting to eat chewing gum.lol...saw elite, called for her.but she just brushed thru me and tiffany.like urm...hello! so dao!!but wadeva la...at last, we made it thru to PAHANG.we reached.BUT we had to climb 3 hills.3 hills! so much for "we reached!" !! and i think they really met hill resort la.cos of the hills.gosh.so figured like they scared the bus will fall backwards?! haha. 3/8 got all the way on top la.by bus...so we got there and then got our apartment.OMG.39 people stuck in like 4 room flat size!!! wth! and it's actually a owner's one.so must take care of the stuff there. other classes got CHALET rooms! like 15 in a room.and it's like the rppm is like enuf space.oh wells, at least we dun have to run to other rooms to see each other...so settled down and had to go down for dinner...then tiffany was with me.kimberly was with bird.and we got a place inside the eating room.then bird and i too lazy to walk and queue for food.so tiff and kimbo go help us queue first.haha.bird and i were like laughing...after that we decided to go find them.PACKED LIKE SADIES! so bird and i just stood at one side.and tiff and kimbo came back with our drinks.and then we were lazy to go back to put so they help us put.wanted to seat around there to wait for food.and bird was saying dun be ugly.immediately after that, kimbo was shouting " let's sit!" and she sitted on a chair next to us.bird and i were just laughing at her right in the face la.saddist...after that bird and i decided to go queue.then anne was at the opposite queue.she was complaining how she was at that very same spot for the last 5 mins cos everyone kept cut-queueing.and my reply was " am i suppose to do anything for you?" HA! and i was about to cut her some slack but bird insisted anne was impatient.HA! funny la..my entertainment...then we got food faster than anne.lol.sucker la! LOL! so bird and me got our food.got to eating room and people were at our place and couldn't walk at all.so she and me decided to go out and eat...tiffany and kimbo helped us to get our drinks out from the room again.HAHA! that's how lazy we were!! haha.we were just laughing at how we are being "served" by our friends.hahha...then after that, we were just talking among ourselves and bird was like being so damn amazed with my watch.cos the light got alot of colours.and she got all super high.u dun want to see her high..and she started her "cute right" trademark phrase thingy.hahha....after taht had night activities.then we were suppose to do class logo and do some cheer stuff...some were not very enthu (no names mentioned). then one of them was like saying that if everyone already hate our class, we shouldn't be like so bhb for our cheers.COME ON LA! cheers are meant to be like sarcastic and bhb.but i agree with them also...it just pissed some people off.REAL BAD! she cried.omg.first time in all the years, i have seen her cry.and she was like still laughing and saying she was okay.she's those strong type of people.just really pissed.and her crying is so contagious.so the first night it went all wrong.but still got 3 more days to make it better.=v.p kept coming into our apartment.toot la!lights out.12am.slept,1.30am.
thurs*19/01/06
woke up at like 5.50am.damn cold!! stoned there for awile then freshen myself up...as usual.last min stuff.hahah...we were all late.oh wells.mr poh got angry.after that had breakfast.had fried rice with saugage etc.then was ready for our day activities.bus ride to venue.1.45 mins.first we had the "ear cave exploration" DAMN COOL SIA!we took boat ride to the place.then had like 30-45mins trekking to the cave.the cave inside was pitch dark! like damn dark.no touch light sure fall one.there were like leeches and bats everywhere! thousands.but im not that afraid of bats.just the leeches.like disgusting creatures! in the cave was damn nice but a bit tough.was myself all dirty.especially hands.fysi people, if u think u touched mud.it's shit.yeah.bat shit.just that it's added with water.so it's like mud.lol..hope u people knew it was that...the cave was damn slippery.very easy slip off the rocks. and can all damn down.the top sometimes like super low.and was so freaking terrible cos the leeches were on top there.we had to sit on the rocks and slowly move down.got scratches here and there.but i guess it's all about the experience.i mean how offend do u get to hear people saying that they went into a ear cave.seriously.after taht we had lunch.then the canopy walk.5 volunteers to go first.so bird,tessa,mich,tiffy and i went.the walk was quite nice.but the "fright" is not there la.lol.but was still nice.the view from way way on top.but they shld make it much much higher.but cannot cos the trees cannot grow any taller.haha!i think it was like 55 m up.so it's like quite little.i forgot the height.haha...after taht had rapid shooting.was damn nice.got totally soaked.and water was like keep splashing.haha..was fun.stop by for a break in this little land.with lots of sand.and we kept playing around in th water.then ron and another guy came out of their boat.he was like coming to shore and drying his shirt like squashing water out of it.then after that, our class ran towards him and pushed him all the way into the water again! hahah...was damn nice! lol. people say he looks like bird.but like NO! atfirst u think and look right.u wil think so but after a while u look carefully u can see it's damn diff!lol...after that we continued the fun all the way.then got back.decided not to change to dry clothes.so went to the bus soaking wet.oh wells. :) slept thruout journey.damn tired i guess...got back, bathe and assemble.had dinner..with bird tessa mich, tiff.reflection on the glass wall was damn convincing.bird look at she thought " why is tiff and caroline sittng outside?" then she turn back again and check and then she realised it was just the reflection.but it's like really damn convincing.i fell for it at first also.hahah..night activities was okay i guess.quite retarded.the games.but we had our fun.lights out 11.30pm.slept,1am.
friday-
20/1/06*
woke up 5.30 again.damn tired.went to freshen up and all...then got ready.went to assemble..had noodles for breakfast and we put our drinks on ron's table and he was like asking who's..paiseh la.he looks like jay chou.really.and he talks in chi.lol....after taht caught sight of elite.so was talking to her...asking about the activities she had and all...then assmeble and went to our venue.1 hr 15 mins bus ride...ard there la.then we did water confidence and white water rafting first.so tessa,mich,jolena,tiff,bird and me got into one grp..water confiendence was nice.water damn cold and it's the best part.haha..the first one easy la.just go to the rapid and lie facing upwards and let the rapid water push you until we get life float.part 2 was nice! we went thru a boat to like ard middle of the rapid then there was a few stones there.and we had to jump down to the water.face on the water.damn cool.i drank lots of the river water.but it's not salty water so it's okay.hahah...then we pratice capsize-ing our boat.so the heavy people sit one side and the lighter person sit on the other side.then tiffany sit next to me on the heavier side.me, lighter side.then when they turn the boat over very fast, heavier person suppose to pull the life jacket of the lighter person,so all went down.and tiffany did it.i was okay at first until when the thing capsize, mich landed on me in the water.and i drank even more water.LOL! she came out and was like " oh i was okay.but i felt i landed on someone" and i was like screaming at her.lol.then she realised it was me.haha...that was damn fun.so after all that,we had the 5 km water rafting.was fab! i loved the rapids when we when down one level to lower and all the water splashing on us.that was damn nice!! after that we stop and took a bus to the mother rapid.sad bus.was all filled with mud and sand.3/2's bus.sorry guys! lol.mother rapid was DAMN COOL MAN! damn nice..rapid damn fast and all.but i heard that day water current was low.oh man...but oh wells.it was still fun.then we had lunch.then we practice camp fire night that piece..after waiting for like 2 hrs.we had flying fox.yeah!! it's over the river somemore.so we jump from like it im not wrong about 3-5 storys high that level.shld be higher la..but nvm.so it was like over the river.the feeling damn nice.wanted to shout this person's name.but dinn.lol.then to go back to the starting point, we had to go over the river thru a rope.was nice, the water...then i got out.after that had to go even higher.cos it's like the ground level diff.and it was all muddy.bird was like telling me.how she and tiff already fell.but u know wad?! I DIDN'T FALL! ha! take that!! lol..it's amazing how they fall and i dinn.really.lol.then after taht bird and i were talking.and i saw a bright orange beatle climbling up her fbt shorts.so i was like DAMN kind la.i told her.then she took the beatle up and she wanted to throw onto the floor then i was like sreaming "yucks!" and the moment she saw me scared of beatles,omg.i saw her wicked smile and the next thing i knew,she threw the freaking beatle onto me! and i was screaming and hopping around trying to get the stupid beatle off and she was laughing her head off..HAHA! and then i was like hitting her after i THOUGHT the beatle drop.then she say okay okay i help u take it off.and i saw it was still there and i was screaming again.she took it and wanted to throw back until it drop from her hand..lol..both of us were like the only one laughing.lol...then after that mimi was like coming up and she was DAMN FREAKING CUTE can..cos the top part was damn muddy and she started crawling her way up!! bird and i were laughing our heads off!!!! she was damn cute can.and she got all dirty.hahha..then bird and i were like coming up with this evil plan.to trick everyone to crawl their way up.so bird and i did. it was so convincing that they actually did crawl up! omg.then after we did to like many people..i told bird to stand at the dry areas so they dun come up thru there.only the muddy area for them.hahha...and then after hui ling, linette was abit tensed and she came up to us and said like "eh.dont so mean leh.stop it la.u two can like do it once or twice but not 5." and i asked her wad's with the 5? and bird laughed...we asked linette to chill.lol..i mean really la.just a harmless prank.they can wash up later wad.lol..and she gave up...then i saw like joceyln and audrey coming up.and i was "okay.this 2 nice people" and bird and i couldn't stop laughing.hahah..it mean something actuallyexcept not a lot of ppl got wad we meant.lol.then audrey damn funny! she din wear specs.so she couldn't see.then she was like thinking how to come up.bird asked her to crawl and she looked at us.like"no way!" haha!!! smart gal.then she saw this plant and she was holding it.and i was like shouting" dont pull!! dont pull!!!" and THEN she pulled.too late.haha.and the whole plant came off..with the roots!!and the whole class couldn't stop laughing!! funny la she.trying to get grip with a plant.hahha..and i was like laughing damn loud.bird also...hahahh!!she was like saying how funny i was.my reaction.lol...after everyone ended and all..oh yah.when sherri went up and drop down for flying fox, she screamed " xiao zhu rocks!" haha..she and her infatuation parther arh.lol..oh yah..dont u think ron looks older like ard 20 yrs old? his only 17 this year!! omg..lol..everyone says he looks like bird.at first yah..but u look carefully it's very diff...okok..after that we went back to hotel.slept.tiff and val was super high!!!! cos they keep falling off their chair.bus driver was super fast during the turns around the hill..lol.got to hotel,pack the place,eat food.bathe and all.jolene was like rushing us to go line up before the siren sound.and i was like saying how the meeting time wil be delayed but no one wanted to listern..so oh wells.too bad for them.so in the end, we got to the carpack early.was like talking to bird...sitting there....and we were playing with light sticks...and bird gave me one.i was like playing with it and i cracked! shit.so in the end i had to crack everything and bird cracked hers with me.i touched kimbo's one and i cracked hers too!! so i was like not touching light sticks that were not lighted up anymore..so bird and i,we were the only idoits to light out our light sticks.i was bird's idoit parther that night.haha..we were walking around everywhere with our light sticks on.the only 2 ppl.lol..then our flag got confiscated cos it was left there unattended.becos of that we were suppose to clear up the stuff and all..at dinner we were suppose to seat with our class mates. but it's 2 butts on one seat.so bird and i sit at the swimming side.and we had "candle light" dinner thingy..ahha...not really..shld be "touch light dinner" HAHAH!..then saw piggy..and bird was like telling her how i was her idioit partner cos both of us were super idiots and then piggy got like all "wacky " ard bird.saying how im her darling and all.i was having fun man! entertainment for me.lol.then piggy was like shining light on my food for me to eat.so evil.hahha..and i snatchedit and did it to bird.haha! she was so slow in realising.lol.were laughing damn louding there.hahah..after that went to loook for tessa and mich.cos they called us to go with them.and we went there to find them eating.so we were lke thinking why the hell did they call us there.stonning for awhile then we decided to go walk ard.then got 2 more light sticks each.she helped me keep it.and put it in her pocket.omg.i really wonder how she dinn crack it la.so easily crack-able.especially in the pocket.hahha..she's good! after that we just slacked bt did help a bit in packing.after that still went to slack.cracked ours.damn nice...after that had to assemble and go to carpack area for campfire.sitted with bird.camp fire was ok-ay la.we won 2 awards...bird loved the " we so rock ur world" cheer action.so she was so enthu.haha..after that went back to pack up and all..went out of apartment.was back with bird again..kwan yi(or however u spell her name) got dehydration! jesh! i really wonder why bird dinn get.haha.she hardly drinks any water. so both of us were like talking for 20 mins.and bird was being super lame.playing with shadows..hahhaha..and i was like laughing non-stop...then had to go down.and 3/6 teacher call 2 volunteers up and bird suddenly so enthu and was like "caroline! caroline! follow me.let's go up!!" and i was like "okay.." then i rem.it karnt be good.haha...so we had to take some equipment.HEAVY SIA! and bird was like laughing saying how she got me into this.lol..then we went down the 2nd hill and ron and his friend came up to ask if we needed help.so of course, we gave it to them.haha.got to the bus there.sat down at carpack area on 1st hill.actually there are 4 hills.ok.wadeva.then someppl got the food.bird and i got the second tin.haha.then we went up the bus.5-10 mins ride to train station.it was like 12 plus already.going 1am.then bird and me sat at the back.i really dun mind taking that bus all the way back.cos it was damn comfy.reached.and we went to sit somewhere behind.talk for while and ate more food.were moving up and down.and omg.we had to carry that freaking box again...and were like saying how un-manly of our teachers.lol..waited until like 2 plus with bird.had to bring the box up the train or at least near the door.on the way clare ask me why so suai and i was like saying " yah la.some kind of teachers we have la!" and of course i said it wen mr tan was behind me.i said loud loud.for him to hear.lol..then we got onto the cabin.no space! ppl dun want to move.and we got other classes on our cabin.so bird and i and some others had to go another cabin.yupps.we got seats and sat down.cos damn tired.made ourselves comfy.took out our jackets from my bag to hug.bird got me my sleeping bag too.so we fell asleep.the teachers wanted to move us back to our atual cabins.NO BRAINS WANT LA! they like only want to find work to do.just do total head count la.jesh! okok.so bird and i fell asleep.halfway in the night damn cold!!! and there was this big commotion going on cos rachel's bag got stolen by this guy..not our ppl.and they were getting some info on how he looks like.and bird sort of woke up.and saw me STILL sleeping.hahha..pai seh la.damn tired and i dinn give a shit.woke up at like 7 plus.surprised some ppl already woke up.bird was still sleeping.after a while everyone woke up.and we had breakfast.bird and i were like saying how we still din get our food.and like wow.candy just appeared behind with our food.hahah!!! took our share and both of us were like enjoying and sharing it.haha!!..then sonia was sitting with us after that.mdm sim change place to sit with her! haha! so poor thing.so we 3 squeesed in.then when mdm sim got off her chair, we made sonia take up 2 seats and pretend she was sleeping.haha.she dinn want to.then after that she sat on one chair when mdm sim came back.and after taht mdm shoo her away to let mr tan sit.and bird and i were like saying " mdm sim.why u shoo her away from HER seat?!" and when mdm sim saw sonia bird and i were squeesing, she stil aiyo and bird was like saying"u still dare say aiyo!" haha.and we were all laughing there.toot la she,mdm sim.jesh!..saw sonia's passport.omg.her height in pri 5 was so SHORT! like when i was in pri 3 can!.LOL!..and we were laughing and rubbing it in..lol.train lady got our passport.and we were on our way to singapore! yes! at last.so we got off.and so suai la sherri.she shld really had follow us.cos everywhere bird and i went, we saw ron.tsk tsk.really.had human jam...went in to immigration counter.and waited for bird and others.cannot wait for ppl even after we cross.so bird and i were walking backwards until we saw vp then decided to forget it.haha!! then had to go thru check in and all.sherri bubble gum got confiscated.my chewing gum dinn.haha..sat at that train station with bird.talking to her and laughing away.then had a LONG walk to bus.united with mich and tessa and all of us sat behind.we slept again.hahha..until reach sch.bird and i went toilet...came out and wa lao! all went off leaving our bags there in the middle of no way.hahha...so we took it in.and ppl were asking bird to go to this party.and she was all crowded with those ppl and she kept looking at me, trying to get out of it.HAHA! her sad looks really funny can!! LOL! too bad she cannot stand ppl crying.me too! always give in when ppl wants to cry.hahha..then talk to anne and i had to go off.so said bye to bird and went off.END OF CAMP! SAD MAN! we were just having the fun of it and it had got to end.oh wells.back to homework and all..speaking of which i still have not done.for those hu had read thru this whole entry and made it to the end, congrats.haha..but i gtg now..yupps!

tell me wad's going on.please.

2006-01-16T17:19:00.000+08:00

oh man.why does bad things always come after good things?? this morning. the sec 3 got like attire spot check.very retarded! think about it! and i was wearing a blue coloured bra.wa lao! so suai can! but anw.i got away with it.LOL! hey people wear luminous green,pink and orange also la! haha..blue is not as bad la.jesh! okay.and THEN the bad news came.we have to switch from classroom 3.7 to 4.8! OMG!!! HOW FUCKING UNFAIR IS THAT?!?!?! last time 3.7ers all got it for one year.we only got it for 2 weeks! it's seriously such a nice classroom la.DAMN spacious.DAMN clean.got basin, toilet(not that we use it-but it's SPACE!),DAMN windy,it's quiet.and the best part,THERE ARE LIKE LOCKERS!!!ARGH! and come on okay.it's like cos the gal has medical probs.oh ok.fine.so her classroom is on 4th level right.WHY NOT TAKE THE FREAKING CLASSES ON THE FIRST LEVEL?! super near the G.O. got prob easy to find teachers it's a lot more convinient!SO OF ALL THE CLASSES, they have to go take our classroom ON THE 3RD LEVEL! urm.sorry if i STILL dun get it but WAD'S ONE LEVEL HELP FOR YOU?! and it's like it's SO SO SO near YOUR classroom la.NO DIFF! life's so unfair.
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it's going to rain again.haiz.im loosing connection by 2 days.almost done packing stuff for camp.
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and then...later.::
you know that freaking line u said to me really hurt me alot.is that how you see me? was this HOW U ALWAYS SEE ME?! if it's a "yes" then i really wonder how we made it thru today.u changed.at first i dinn want to believe and DINN even believe.and then..u gave me the chance to see the change in you.you're keeping things from me.things we used to talk about.doesn't come thru you anymore.im only hearing it from people around you or those u tell.and not you yourself anymore.i want back the old you..even, other ppl.u dun have to know who..will i ever get you back the way u were....
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everyone is changing.even you.the one whom i turn to always.u think people around you changed.do u even know you changed too? i guess not.haiz..i dunno wad to say la.from the day i knew you.u were like "whoa"...i didn't know you gave up so easily..im sorry im hiding things from you.i really do wonder if doing that will do you good. cos in the end, i dun want to hurt you or anything. i know u're trying to make me feel better but..haiz.jsut that the day u know the whole entire truth, is the day i hope u're forgive me and not turn your back on me..im caught in between.you know how that sucks? i dun think you know..i just dun want you to get hurt like u did.maybe wad i did was wrong.im hiding it for you cause i know it's not the right time to tell you.i think.....
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why is everyone putting on such a brave front? everyone seem strong.TOO STRONG.yet too fragile.one day we'll just break down.who to catch us when we fall? God.

2006-01-15T20:07:00.000+08:00

haiz.im back to square one. = haiz..it's my fault la.that's it! im through! lucky some things were still left unsaid.but keeping it from you really makes me wonder if i did the right thing.

3 freaking days.

2006-01-15T18:29:00.000+08:00

3 days.3 days?3 days?!! 3 FREAKIN DAYS! im going away! on the camp i SO look forward to! (sacarstic-if u really think i was in the "cant wait" mood) argh.STILL havent packed! YAY me. XD

alrights.today was fine i guess. btw, IM NOT A SHOPAHOLIC YOU TOOT!! okay.so..i spent $414 bucks on clothes today. and i repeat.IM NOT A SHOPAHOLIC!! lol..i know it's so ionic la.but im not means im not. =P. i shall go for verbal abuse.it's my thing.it's original.cos there isnt such a thing as verbal abuse.is there? anyway.i dun thin anyone calls it like that.so it's original. :)
okay.this is getting so crap.oh wells.life is so crappy anw.i wun make much of a difference.

to you:(i think you know who you are)
omg.how ridiculous can you can?! U CAN GET JEALOUS OF...HER?! come on la.give yourself some confidence can?! i mean.how do u know wad HE thinks?! i dun think he's those type who goes by looks. but character. why do you even give up?
*p.s dont use wad im saying to you against me.

mild depression!

2006-01-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

deen and me are suffering mild depression! we're still not cs-ing.so no worries!LOL!
ahh...4 days.until i break connection with some people.if i call, i have to pay overses bill.not that i really pay for my bills.lol..it doesn't really matter actually. oh wells. i'll see. im really rotting away in my own house...4 days.i SO can wait.cant wait for it to end.some people think im lucky cos i get to go for overseas camp.really.please brain wash me and remind me how lucky i am again.i haven even packed! talk about last minute work...oh yeah.people are remembering their childhood days.haha.SHORTIES ALIVE LOVED PLAYING HOPSCOTCH! hahah...the sunflower one...was pretty interesting.really.hop hop hop.i wander why sometimes we're all still so short when we loved playing the hopscotch in primary school.JUMPING DOESN'T HELP! i rest my freaking case! one day we must go back to visit mrs lee.MUST!lol..i dying from boredom with a dose of DEPRESSION!
***

i need you.
it's an answer i found in myself.

=|

2006-01-14T09:15:00.000+08:00

oh man.my fingers are aching from all the playing of guitar yesterday.i karnt even touch a string now.it's hurts like anything la..im such a saddist sometimes.
***

it's not working.there's this little gap in between you and me that i just cant close.sometimes we see each other and it's like,we just walk pass each other.until i turn back and look at you walk away and i did the same...do we still know each other?you act as though im not even there at all..was i suppose to do the same? my ans is no. i try so hard to close this gap if you notice but you're not making it work.sometimes my friends and i just sit at one side of the table and im looking through the crowd for you..im not some kind of dog that tags along behind your back and always catching you when you fall.cause i dont live that kind of life if you know me well enough..u want things to work, u got to work with me..if ure not even doing it..it's really no point me trying that hard.really.
***

u werent' there when i needed you most.

that's life.

2006-01-13T23:11:00.000+08:00

fuck! wth!! i blogged DAMN BLOODT LONG and it deleted by itself!!! wa painge..okok.i shall not be so vulgar.

let's start over:
my day-pretty much the same.physics :doing stuff i wish i understood.thinking bout suff i really wonder why i think about it.haiz.maybe i'm starting to get an answer to some things i want to settle. god heard our prays! it didn't rain today.many of us got outdoor activities which can really kill boredom.so yeah.god heard our prays. and i heard, they are enjoying it every single min of sunshine. i have to thanks god for that.
chem: got wksht with answers.mrs boo just laughed.oh man.i love her surname.so cute.haha.
bio: she's wearing the same freaking thing!bird made a big laugh out of it.hah.tiffany was like saying how it wasnt really the same top cos the one she saw has like bubbles.green bubbles.and i was like " urm..tiffany..i think the top she is wearing.does have green bubbles!" haha.and we were talking about how u can grow taller by adding a metal on ur knee.and theirs a screw outside.so yuck! how to wear skirt like that! and it's like.hmm..i want to be tall todae.how much shld i unscrew?? haha. ur legs can end up uneven if u do it urself.doctor please. people hu do that taller thingy shld really learn to live with themselves! seriously.
mt: are u pmsing,faking it or really pissed with us? please tell me.
had lunch.had cca.it's like a one way trip to hell.i really wander sometimes how i can make it back home in one piece.
after that:
i feel like giving him one tight slap! wake up la.wa lao.it's the real world.the world's a stage.and please.if u think i suffer from insanity, i dun.i enjoy every minute of it.and if u have sth to say to us.or me.just say it infront of me/us.and everyone.dun pretend to be some freaking kind soul.we've learnt from previous occasions.ur method not in use anymore.change la.

5 more days to camp
anne is worried about leeches.ha..typical.i havent even packed!! i shall do it.SOON.it's on the list.AND making a list is on the list.so dun say i dun have a list.=D

rain rain rain!

2006-01-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

it's going to rain for the next 29 days.WOW! jesh

wed,11/01/06-*
omg.she is such a sonofabitch!with her bitchy attitude, it's going to get her no where.why do i even seem to care?! haiz..but i really karnt stand it la.she changed so much okay!!omg.it's like 180 degrees change! i feel like giving her one tight slap to wake her up.i want the old her back!i guess we dont get everything we want.i mean i know everyone change.for the worse or for the better.it's not really my choice.i rest my case.i just thought i could do sth about it.so sue me.i thought wrong. but like wtf?! i karnt stand her bitchy attitude anymore!! like wad's her bloody fucking prob okay...( sorry,im not good at being holy) i leave it to GOD to let her find her own way then. i really karnt do anything about it.

thurs,12/01/06-*
today was better than usual i guess.haha.prefect investiture today...and omg.the cheers were SO LOUD!! my god.haha.so nervous.and it's not about anything.i was just like saying " you better not fall, you better not fall" and u know wad? I DIDNT FALL! HA! XD. when lorraine called my name.thanks guys for the cheers.DRINK MORE HONEY DRINK! and omg.chel and gang so cute! when i was recieving the bagde, they shouted " WE LOVE YOU CAROLINE!" omg.that was so sweet!! haha...huggs man!love you guys too! haha.after taht change back and went back to class.no time for recess.dying of hunger but i survived! yay me! LOL! =) so we wore our new uniform.AT LAST could get out of the blazer.i can die of heat stroke! *touch wood* but ppl got cold later on and used that as a jacket!funny la.so toot looking..lol..we had PC.oh come on.played u know wad? games! LOL.yeah.the thing about coloured bras.really suck!seriously.i means it's wad we wear inside for goodness sake!! wtf la!! and our *censor* acts so much like a bitch herself! everyones thinks that way.and im no exception to that! yeah.it's not how they say it is la.why dun they ever ask for our opinions?! oh yah.cos they just dont.jesh.so much for freedom of speech and choice la. camp is a few days later.haiz..dun really want to go.lazy la.lol.but at least we're staying in a resort.haha.i guess if i carry the " i hate this camp" attitude along, i probably wun enjoy much of it.i karnt stand the rain! 29 days of misery! WOW! but please, we're like going into caves.it's kinda nice if u think about it.but if u look at the other point of view, u're ask like " wth are we doing here? it's not like im going to sleep on my bed in peace one fine nite and the next morning im in a cave, trying to learn how to survive drinking rain water and eating grass." lol...kk.gonna stop now...

=|

2006-01-10T09:43:00.000+08:00

okay.it's only the second week of school.and im lagging like HELL! i SO WANT to change subs teacher la.with the teachers i have.it's so doubt why i'll fail.seriously.it's like the teachers come in and im like "shit."..tiffany's sis and my sis said the same thing about the teachers i got.so it has to be true...had chinese which was the only bloody thing i look forward to not because i like chinese..WORSE,NOT BECAUSE I LIKE THE TEACHER!! i really feel like slapping *censor*.she's allegic to NOISE! im serious!! it's like wth...until i dun give a damn anymore.the last 3 rows of tables where tiff,piggy and me sitting, all dun care anymore.SHE shld be glad we can find a single bit of thing to entertain ourselves okay.when she called my name, i serious dinn recorgnise my name okay.cos even my previous chinese teacher always call my by my eng name.and i always talk to her in eng also.so when SHE called me.i'm like thinking "wait..that name really sounds kind of familliar.isnt that like..my name?! shit" then tiffany asked me if it was my name and i was like "yahyah..just sort of rem." so sue me! i forgot my chinese name in that hell of boredom. had piggy and tiffany there to entertain so it's okay..oh man.camp is going to here soon.I DONT WANT CAMP!! seriously la.those who actually look forward to it.i pei fu hor..

tired out.*off

2006-01-07T13:00:00.000+08:00

ytd was one of the most tired days ever la..tired myself out only.i had my fun too.lol.sch had like 7 periods of triple science.was dying la.physics lesson nth to do so went to friendster.then chem was okay la.bio arh.i feel like slapping the teacher.seriously.and she went out of the classrm dunnoe go where then it's like a lot of us just put out heads down on the table and sleep.so i asked tiffany to call me up when she comes back.and when the 'cher came back, i was the second last to wake up and she was like looking and me and tessa hu was still sleeping.tessa was worse...later than me.so bird,her and van kena have to draw root hairs on the white board*no link for punishment la.i lucky! ha* then bird drew a big one and from the root, she drew a face and from the face, a girl.so it looks like a girl hang herself.got zero for that.haha.after that had rush cca orientation la.first time perform el bimbo.disaster la.mr choo made all the last min changes la.then the second time we perform,got 4 grps.so the 2nd grp, we decided to cut short el bimbo and play guang huai fang shi.and let ada,carryn and angela sing.so taht was for 3 grps.damn rush.el bimbo was played as they come in ...for pity sake la.we were given 5 mins to perform.so short la.after tat ard 5 already.pack up the place then rush for parents nite duty.had nth to do so went around to ask around hu needs help.before that steph was hungry so go canteen and stuff myself with some food first la.then i saw anne.and i wanted to tell her sth funny.and i pulled her away.and i was like asking steph to wait for me.so i shouted across the canteen to call her.a bit deaf la her.so i shouted damn loud.and stupid me dinn noe there was actually a grp of seniors there and i dun want to see them. and dinn noe some ppl were there also.and anne was telling me how they were looking and i din noe so i turned back and was like shit.shldnt turn back then it's so obvious..but got away from them asap.went to hall to help out arranging of chairs.and sweeping the floor.new chairs so must take out plastic also.how retarded okay.then arrange finish and pasted the papers behind the chairs.most went to eat.not hungry so dinn go.then helped sweep all the plastic and dirt from the floor and hall stage.found necklance with jesus christ on it.and lorraine told me to throw away until i showed her that it was like jesus christ then she decided not to throw.lol.i mean how to throw it la.then went around to see any one else need help.brought books to the hall for selling.and it' like "teen and law" wth?! i read.just a hippy book la.seriously. waited there and help to arrange the book nicely.talked to my ;daughter' and miss kang..funny.maxine.ur'e a black hole.when food is infront of u.it just disappears.haha!!after that told maxine to go get me a drink la. then went around to see ushers and all.followed val to go get drink and we were pigging out on it.haha.then gave to register ppl.val forgot jeanette! haha! poor girl.after that wa lao.had to help chrystal.went to MPH,music rm, av threatre.to settle some short count forms.had to go up and down and then go to staff room to copy stuff and sneak back into the room with a teachers pass.i think i broke the plastic thingy.haha.oh wells.then after that waited for the parents to finish their talk.so we just sat there and talked.haha..eugena was a bit too high and got me high also.haha.and we were laughing for 30 mins or so..then greeted the parents while adlin ATTEMPTED to pose.haha..saddist.after that had short briefing and talk then went home.reach home ard 10.30pm.died tired.must still got energy to use com..ya..and then..okay la.i just blew my top la...haiz..yeah wadeva.

*

2006-01-05T19:33:00.000+08:00

a happy person is not a person who has success after success.
a sad person is not a person who has failures over failures.
in fact, a life of a happy and sad person is about the same.they go through almost the same thing. just that a sad person only looks out at how her life sucks but a happy person always look out at wad's infront of her.and the good that comes out in everything.

is that true?
like NO! lol!!
glenda: i know u'll read this entry and tell nicole she better send me the fotos.if not i'm gonna kill her.and cos of her..and TIFFANY! pratically my side of the class knows why i want the foto SO MUCH!!

fate.

2006-01-03T18:03:00.000+08:00

HAHA! u sure have a lot of fate with him! haha..okay.i mean go same popular.on 3/1/05.confirm is last min stationary/book shopping like him! damn last min one him.haha.oh wells, i dun have to see him! i can live.really.haha. but i think was so funny.the way u and shar tried to confirm if it was him!! hahha...OMG.lucky my fone was out.im so gonna scream.haha.call me with the other fone la.and please say a praye that u wun meet him.his sharp in recorgnising ppl.damn sharp.it was close okay..damn close. lucky he doesn't recorgnise our sch u! haha.

first day of hell*

2006-01-03T16:21:00.000+08:00

school.is like a one way ticket to hell.it's so true.lol.i really think i have killed the person hu invented school in my past life! yeah.first day of school.got cca performance...got my new duty.sucks.doing sec 4.wa lao.always kena this bunch one la...i will ren for one term.then can change.ONE TERM! it better be fast.yeah.so we rushed all the way to the hall for performance.sec 3 settled down for briefing for camp corri.crappy camp! then guitar change time performance to 9.15.so we went to take guitar.when angela and me look down from the second level of the hall, we saw tiffany seating with our class.then angela and i couldn't stop laughing.it was so funny! we were all preparing to take guitar and tiffany go seat for briefing! haha..and i think we laughed too loudly..very noisy..haha..asked tiffany to get out, she dun dare.so later we met at cca foyer.performance was BADLY DONE! tiffany was pissed cos a lot of ppl rushed thru.i was looking at mr choo but he dinn even ask to slow down.like wth...and tiffany just stared at him. and he told us it was a GOOD performance...i mean good is one of the 3 useless word in the english language.it doesn't mean anything at all.jesshh...after taht was already 10.45! ha.missed so many periods. then we gave our self a break! haha.until 11.15 then we went back..say piggy at canteen..after that got chem.YES! got mrs boo.she's damn nice. AND very bhb.haha..chem pratical was funny.was dirty cos of val..so sick la...then had eng and maths.and i got hw.stupid..AND after that my cousin said he threw his sec 3 maths bk. wth la..now then say..lucky elite scanned the thing for me..oh yah.after sch.somehow,elite,anne,shar all came my class look for me.shar was funny.came to ask got cca anot! HA! funny la she...and shaf came to wish me merry christmas?!?! anne came...and she was screaming or sth...no..met her downstairs.she told me i owe her money and she was the one hu owe me more.funny la she..blur until like that.then she ask me where is shar.and i told her she was standing next to her just now.and she went looking around for her...elite and i walked out of sch and so here i am.lol..

i wana cry it all out.*if that helps!?

2006-01-02T10:06:00.000+08:00

LOST.

yeah.pretty much that one word. argh..knowing too much is NOT not wad u're suppse to do!! why does every single day makes EVERYTHING worse?argh....ELITE ARH...i wanna to scream liao la..it's so unfair.and u now then tell me.THERE'S LIKE NO PRIVACY anymore.everything is out. argh!! well, pratically most of it.and to think i asked you to make sure no ones see.and the worse person SAW! argh! how unfair is that?!?! omg omg omg. and blogspot has actuallynot "betrayed" be once.BUT TWICE!! argh...blogs is seriously a place i cannot write anything private liao la...does playing dumb really helps?! well, i dun think it does.seriously.playing dumb get me NO where.i want to be st8 forward.but im afraid to know the outcome! u seriously think i like playing dumb?! and it's like..omg..the laptop is SO STUPID!! of all the things to do.it has to do taht!! i swear it i EVER see that laptop.im just gonna smash it la.that is IF i see it.and most probably wun so that laptop will be quite safe.

god.we were talking about wad?!?! BGRs.YES! BGR. argh.and now i know how all this happen.the both of you. i feel it's my fault? if that day i dinn talk to you then we wun be telling each other that particular number.and that nobody will find out.AND nobody will actually suspect about wad was happening. and then u wun get upset cos nth would be questioned. i know i dun have to blame myself for wad happened. but i feel lit's kinda my fault.cos i brought it up and then it was let out.so it brought u to where we were. why does everything got to do with me?! some how it just LINKS!..wad's done is done.im sorry-*

i hate cupid.fullstop.

2006-01-01T16:19:00.000+08:00

i want the old times! 2006 sucks the very min one stroke past midnight!!..wad a way to start the new year. the positive attitude gone..im just so pissed with myself. and... I HATE CUPID! I HATE CUPID SO MUCH!!! it's causing everything to go wrong.and ppl appear at the wrong time.just when i thought im fine with that matter. then vawla.it comes knocking at my door..life is so unfair!!! all the good things just poof!! -gone.the bad things just keeps knocking on my door.haiz.i dunnoe wad to say la.when i needed u guys u wun there.when i need you, you were with her.that's it..im so done with this life...
*wad u've gone thru before; i dun want you to go thru all that again!

a new year ahead.doesn't feel like it

2005-12-31T21:52:00.000+08:00

hey peeps. so in a few hours time it's a new year. well, many things happened this year.good and bad. happy and sad. there's just one thing i'll miss the most.my class 2/7.rocks! =) yeah.that class is filled with everything. sugar and spices. we went thru a lot together. laughter and cries, we pulled thru the year together.in the beginning we were 42 people with 42 diff voices.now we're 42 people with one voice. im so happy everyone tried their very best to not cry on that last day.until we went off and some did.oh wells.that's life.yeah.kinda sucks if u think about it. like anne said.i gained more friends and lost friends..wadeva it is.life still carries on the way it is.i seriously wonder how we pulled thru. june hols changed alot.friends change.i saw your true colours.those hu i lost, i dun hate you. i just dun want you faking around me. simple XD.

our dirty lil secret=chel =) chocs.i still owe you! BEST SITTING PARTHERS.always getting into trouble with her.mr john lim and mr lian's class! ha! laugh too much.

the clique-mel,steph, dee, channy.

the bung crazy peeps-names are censored-*

the anime freaks-amanda,siong wei sherri etc..

the clique i used to have.but slipped off my hands-vivien,yy and yj(the twins)

the back classroom gals, li ting,hc,chel,me
always getting trouble together too.too noisy.getting punish during mr john lim's class!

the spining pen gang-those hu tried and got it+those hu failed.CARRY ON!

the class committee*

the corrupted prefects of 2/7*

the guai peeps*

the bitchy gals*

the ohana family-2/7ers '05

the bhb gals - laurel, qian ru, becks MOST! and a few others

the retardes ppl-qian ru, channy!

my personal family-becks,maxine and me.
becks's mistresses- paula and elite! XD steal my 'guy'!

did i leave anyone out???

good friends dun drift apart. so i got a new god-sis.of course elite. man,u wouldn't believe me when i said at the beginning of the year, we kinda dun really like each other. then june hols came and changed everything. so we were like the twosome and all.so going to miss that.she was always there for me and all. im so gona miss all of that.

exams ended.hols started.a new year's coming.hols ending.within, i found the clique i losted more than a year ago.anne,shar and dee.S.A forever.sad to say!! we all got into diff classes.3.5,3.6,3.7 and 3.8. which kinda sucks also. i mean how sad can it be la.pathetic*but i really hope we dun just drift apart like that. =(
anne: always happy over...NOTHING=)
dee: the mature one.*dun always think of it as the bad side!
shar: THE SLOWEST AND RETARD-EST!
yet.i still love them.the best combo.
PRICELESS!

meanwhile. i just cant forget these grp of *.hu made me high over NOTHING if u think about it.and the next thing they can actually make me as pathetic as anything.cupid keeps getting me!which im gonna say, sucks! serious.
one is just so happy go lucky, one is just so serious, one is just so sweet,and yet another is like whoa. these people blew me off! i lost friends because of them..im still questioning myself whether it was worth it. i love them and still karnt find the reason to. oh well, that's the trouble of it.

and there's just one more person which im so lucky to have. always there for me and all. happy and sad.things may not work out the way i want it to be but u just always seem there.i think u know hu u are.dun have to mention name.thanks a lot. cheering me up when u're not much better yourself.i appreciate it SO MUCH. huggs.

<3
caroline

things are finally turning around=)

2005-12-29T18:02:00.000+08:00

alrights.im back to my happy self.today wasnt so bad. yah...it was okay.im doing the overseas trip with some other members.planning and all.yay! haha..after that was okay.was the first 2 to learn new songs in my grp.personal teaching from mr choo.okay-er than i thought. after lunch, angela,tiffy and steph got meeting among themselves and alto 1 and 2 played this memory game.was so funny! it's like "i went to the market to buy 28 lumps of shit" and the next person must repeat and add on.so on..carryn,lisa,denise,angela and some other ppl played.was so funny.super ugly shoes became super smelly shoes.fish becamefish balls.haha! smelly beans became smelly socks.omg.was hilarious.we laughed too loud and when one of my senior went to take guitar from other room.our instructor was saying he could hear us.so we tried to soften down.i swear.dinn help.haha..so we were laughing all the way.until like 45 mins my instructor came to tell me i was wanted to help play in a small grp for quien sera of however u spell the song. then he asked us wad we doing.haha!we just kept quiet.played...later was called to play carmen.with drums and all...wow..got totally lost.and i was the only guitarist there.so he ask me go call the base players and i sabo angela to play too.lol.she killed me for that.then after that was asked to call whole ensemble? fingers going to have blisters.but still okay.tiffany's hands are like OMG.all blisters loh..saddist..lol.first day get to miss periods.haha.cos got performance..scolded sec ones for not putting the guitar in correct places. those unpresent and left are so gonna get it when sch reopens...yupps.gtg now...

i got my own life to live.THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE ARD YOU!

2005-12-28T18:37:00.000+08:00

im so damn fucking pissed.the prob IS YOU NOT US..okay..today is just not my day.today, i brought the wrong fone.not charged.cant sms to help me pull thru the 9 hrs of cca. then..like at a ensmeble, our instructor called us out.us including my guitar clique-angela,pohyi, and me. then after that we knew something was wrong.cos if he wanted to call out our grp, it will include some other ppl.my clique is those that very dun like him one.not like SOME stuck up ppl.stucking up to ppl don bring u anywhere..then after that he made us sat down.then he asked us if we knew why we were there and of course NO la.like we dun do mind-reading.then after that he asked angela and poh yi about the chalet thingy that they were not responsible.so im like wth am i here la.then he was scolding my seniors when it's so not their fault! like everyone just went off and left the chalet like there. all the valuables were there so angela and poh yi stayed for like2 hrs.to wait for those ppl hu just went off without saying anything.and he blamed them for going off after waiting for 2 hrs.like it's their prob.not my seniors.so after that we fought back and talk back and he was kinda pissed.alright.then after that he asked both of them to go first cos he wanted to talk to me alone.fine.then after that he was like blaming me for actually "joining" this clique and on and on about how i was influence and change.ppl change! for the worse and better.u dun stick to the same boring you!!and when the seniors are out for o level, tiffany and me will be in charge.like if his not happy with me, just strip me off my post. I DUN CARE! then he said some ass crap about leaving a good impression about myself for others in future when im out of sch.like i said I DUN CARE.im out of sch man. I LEFT SCH so it's nt my prob.only ppl him like to gossip wad! he keeps hinting im with bad company.no one is bad in nature.he just couldn't see the good part of it!!!!!! argh..i was so pissed. and he went to talk about like he in army and started swearing cos of influence. is it my prob?! NO!...so why is he blaming me? and he is actually putting the blame on me that my grp is not together if my grp is not together..MY FAULT ARH? what happen to the other ppl's fault.and my senior scolded him saying misunderstanding happens.and both party is at fault.not us. and he just shut up.then he said yah..and i was gonna say " then why are you like putting all the blame on us?!?!" but i just shut up..he scolded my clique seniors cos he just have no one else to blame for his own actions so wad if poh yi is the senior most.and angela is the president and me is A.S.L? dun like then strip our post la. doesn't mean everything is for us to blame! everyone is responsible rite so im thinking of having another talk with him
i wanna see wad he got to say for himself.it was a chalet.i dinn go ....overseas.then had many ppl.then quite late already, all rushed to go home and those hu were not blame went to bowling...BOWLING! shesh! and cos there were so many valuables left unattended, angela and poh yi stayed to lo after! they waited for 2 hrs and no one.then they passed the chalet key to someone at the chalet.then went off.cos angela's parents were scolding her....and she got scolded for that.she even cleared most of the mess and our instructor clear a bit and he wants to claim credit for it he wants too much to himself..when his fun, his relle fun..when he is unreasonable.he is relle good at that.like today we played alot of games..instead of playing guitar..was fun...but he got that other side of him going on-two faced la..argh! so pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..and he blames me for clique-ing with them..and when we have ensemble, some times my clique laugh cos we got something funny.AND HE SCOLDED US FOR THT! i mean.if he want to scold us, scold us infornt of the ensemble and see wad ppl thinks about it la.go oout then scold us! WTF...he thinks i got bad influences with them.we got scolded for laughing..WOW!!so it's an offence to laugh..yah...and cos the first time i was laughing,(with other seniors) i was laughing at something he said and did.and now...he think whenever i laugh, it's about him! man, i gt better things to do.i got my own life to live man!!..i was about to shout and him " THE WHOLE DOESN"T REVOLVE AROUND YOU!",god i shld have done that..i mean.i got scolded for laughing, scolded for being with more ppl ard me.next thing i know, im scolded for breathing his air!his always like pointing me out..whenever i laugh.he notice..whenever ppl laughs.he doesn't care.it's just SO UNFAIR!i was so tempted to kick his balls at caption ball playing todae.and the ball actually did hit his nuts! haha!yah..and cos playing makes my fingers bruise, i wrap the thin bandage ard my fingers..that's wad we all do during SYF...and he just notice me..when ppl sitting ard me. all got it too..he just pointing it out on the first day it already hurts..and when i was like frowning and saying my hand damn pain, he took over my role for playing part..cos im playing a solo part in the whole ensemble.so he took over and helped me play for awhile so my hand can rest...then today he ask me "so serious arh?" i was about to say yah.u try playing for 8 hrs st8 after not playing for a month and tell me if it hurts....he was saying it in the joking way.and im fine with that..but it's still so unfair...i just summarised wad happen..u dun noe how pissed my guitar clique was okay we were like so pissed.and storming our way pass them.and when i left the toking and went back into the classroom, there were basketballs ard for later games..i just started kicking them so hard and screaming my head off.my seniors did the same too..oh ya..today sth funny happened....cos one of the games was like captain balls rite.then he was so enthu.then one of my seniors ask him " u never play captain balls before arh" then he was like " yah.once or twice" then my senior ask " then why u so enthu for wad?"that was embarrassing for him..talk about deprieved childhood..

back XD

2005-12-27T17:54:00.000+08:00

yay! i lasted 1/3 of the guitar practices...it was fine i guess.very funny.it's always funny when my seniors and tiffany is there.haha.that's all the drama there.yupps. one part angela and i were rotting away.so we just smsed. so thank god, i lasted it. glad! . then later got ensemble then i was smsing during break.mr choo caught me but i din care then i just continue then he ask me why must hide.then i was like nobody sms with their fone infront of their face directly.then he ask me if i was smsing then i was like " nonono.im meditating!" lol...cos steph la.will catch.to think im so corrupted.lolz. yupps. shall stop now.gtg..

happy boxin' day =)

2005-12-26T12:43:00.000+08:00

just finished watching EXORCISM of emily rose.it's a nice show.not scaring but the story line is fab! to think that it's from the true story, kinda freaks me out. yah. sad la. okay.im FINALLY settling myself to do homework.the sad thing, i karnt find my maths paper 1 and 2. and to top it all up, 2ml i have cca from 8.30-5pm! that's like so fucking unfair okay!!! just because we got concert..so so unfair. yeah.and im stuck in this fucked up sch la. dun remind me why! okay.just talked to someone.and i got so freaked out.

p.s anne: tell me it's not wad it means!!

go fly kite la!

2005-12-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

haiz.so im back here again..trying to figure what life is..christmas just becomes less significant as life pass. it's 11.56pm now.anne's waiting for the webcam and im toking to shar about beer and vodka.i guess that's life. oh well, i'll try living it my way.haiz.so many things to say to you yet dunnoe how to.my fault.i made it so complicated for us. if anything goes wrong in future.im sorry .i will try to be as flawless like u see. :) i say i'll try and i promise i will. love ya just dunno how to say..`

merry christmas! :)

2005-12-24T22:57:00.000+08:00

heyy ppl.i know this song is OLD.haha.but i just love it so much.i just wanna say MERRY CHRISTMAS to all.i love all of you out there.each and everyone like no other.peace out!

WITH LOTS OF LOVE
caroline =)

what's life to me?bestfriends play an important part okay.

2005-12-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

yea.okay.went out with DEE,SHAR,ANNE! all my love babes! hahaha..really old pals.from pri4! haha.well, things really dinn happen the way i wanted it( the sec 1 incident*) but we just dun bear grudges.that's what friends are for.i guess friendsip is just better than some stupid misunderstanding! im glad we put that back behind.today we were so like last time.just regretted not spending more time with them.and i drifted so far apart with them.i want you guys back in my life.u guys are just TOO important to miss out. :) alrights.today,anne and shar AND DEE were all fashionably late.and to think i wanted to be late! jessh! LOL.okay.met anne and shar first.then dee said she will be late. like 12pm then after that we just walk ard.look at stuff.kinda bored.then decided to wait at macs.then ate large fries and drank coke! *i have got to exercise of that fats man!!* then dee called.she was late until like 1pm.lol.so made her treat lunch.pay $5 for each person! haha.and when i tok to dee.anne and shar said i look like i toking to my bf!it's like er..it's dee.dinn u guys hear me toking?!?! hahhaa..*dee, BEWARE! be VERY AWARE!* LOL!then walk ard.wanted to go to the ladies to comb hair and on the way, we ended up stopping at pratically every shop that sells clothes! haha...then combed dee hair and she dinn wear glasses.wore contacts! OMG.she looks so much pretty! not that she ugly.she's pretty but it just made her prettier! it's like WOW.and like so mature? haha..the most mature out of us la.haha.then decide to look ard to eat lunch.wanted to eat at seoul garden (*or however u spell that*) but crowded so we just put down our names.then after that, we went to eat at SWENSENS.haha.oh wells, then ate LOTS OF FOOD=LOTS OF FATS! i need excercise!.anne just stared when i said this.haha.then we walked around.took neoprints.saw yvonne tan from pri.wa lao.at first she dinn recognise me la..she must be thinking hu the hell are those ppl waving to me man?! hahaha...then we rem.but she forgot dee! hahahha.then yea.went to bugis street to shop.the place is getting better? or maybe the people im with? i dunno.it's just diff.i karnt relle say wad's diff! i mean i have went there more times then going to my relatives hse!! but it's just diff.and wow! u get opinion on EVERYTHING! which is totally cool.i love going with people that buys lots of stuff and see lots of things.it's like WOW! haha.i make myself sound damn bloody pathetic.i am.then went to city link to shop..bought stuff there.and bought anne's chris pressie! i need money! frm u guys.haha..i wanna buy billabong baggie.haha.yea.then went back ALONE hor.cos dee went with her mum isit? or sth.but was glad they sent me onto the mrt first.hahaha! elite sent be BACK,ALL THE WAY! hahahha..okay.it's difficult to compare when it's like diff ppl.haha.im glad im still smiling.it's no use telling me to smile everyday man. i know u're trying to help.but it doesn't change anything..ANYTHING AT ALL! im sorry. im just used to it. nth is gonna change that..okay.

went hm.talking to elite.
heyy! i really hope u're telling me the whole truth.when is the right time? when is it EVER the right time? im not trying to add to ur burden or stress u up when u're already so fcuking stress k.i just thought we had it all. i dun wan it to just drift apart.the thing we had. can we still keep it in years to come?at least 2 i hope. im sorry if im letting it out now.it's the wrong time.it just doesn't seem right .im sorry.im really am.letting things dift apart is my trademark. im taking the risk of it happening now. whenever we start talking about that.it's either u or me that needs to go. im sorry it seems like i hate talking on the fone.cos i so dun. i dunnoe wad's happening these days. nth's just going right i guess. hols gone.and i just felt we drifted apart.like just that.like two leaves floating ard in running water. maybe it's just me. i really need to talk it out someday. and about stuff i keep from you. just tell me. i promise it wun make us drift apart even more. im just there to catch you when u fall.told u this from the very beginning....
******

i hate my life.
why does things gotta be so complicated
making it simple doesnt work
maybe i just think too much

* i just fall apart- it's my trademark*
im sorry...<3

karnt wait!

2005-12-14T22:36:00.000+08:00

yay! at last.i real outing i can appreciate! haha...oh okay.a bit too aggressive.going out with my old pals! great pals! haha.karnt wait.AND...I SO DUN WANNA BE A AVRIL-WANNA-BE!! like so crap la! anyway.it is like the first time im truely 100% having a gal talk, u know those girly talks.like wad to wear..and even the smallest things matter here. haha.like lipgross, nail varnish and all..oh man! it's so cool.so it's make-up now.make up make up make up.all girls' stuff.haha..mascara and all.so are we still taking the risk?!?!LOL. im thinking black nail polish already..dun think i need to put mascara.a bit too off rite? haha.BUT we can still try it! haha! talking about hair now.oh man! i love this ppl!! haha..shar must get better! 2ml still going out one leh!!! haha..okayokay.im going off now.better get more sleep! but i just karnt wait!

<3
things are finally coming around!*ahem*
anne, wish me lucks on u know. (:*secrets arh*

i also dunnoe why im doing this :)

2005-12-09T11:41:00.000+08:00

alrights.

rules of the game:

1.post 5 weird/random things about yourself.
2.at the end, list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment " YOU ARE TAGGED" in their blogs and tell them to read your blog for rules.

1.im proud to be short :)
2.i hate my school
3.i love 2/7 more than 1/6 (2004)
4.i have tuition for like all main subs
5.i laugh at everything and nothing XD

so im passing it to anne, nicole, glenda, dee,elite

*not passing to shar cos dun want to sabo her! haha.she already got it.haha

ilovemygodsis :)

2005-12-07T09:42:00.000+08:00

ytd was FAB! went out with elite. :) -my god-sis`.suppose to meet her at aljunid like 12.30pm. i kinda expected her to be late.haha.*no offence!*then i thought i left late.THEN she called to say she will be late.oh my oh my..typical elite! lol..nvm.waited for her for 20 mins.then went to ps.on the way there.ELITE GOT CRAZY! hahha..she kept laughing at EVERTHING i said? yeah.even like "are you okay?" WOW.i dinn noe that 3 words got so much effect.yay me! XD ..so i was doing the "i dun noe you" attitude to her.haha.ppl were not looking.they were STARING! gosh..at last.reach ps.then we went to the cinema and bought 2 tix to see chicken little! then we wanted go KFC eat.too crowded so we walk around.then elite bought me the little green turtle.SO CUTE!!! <3 it. then we walked around and around.then went back KFC.found a seat.ordered food then ate..was laughing at how nerd ppl can be! then went back to cinema.about time.chrystal was watching the 3.05pm one.so no chance to meet her.then we went in.we smuggled popcorn chicken inside.and were eating bubblegum.haha.alrights.then we took our seats.and were laughing a little. infront of me was a girl and on the left was another girl then on her left was this guy.he turn back and stared at me.relle looked at me.and i just gave him the blank stare.then elite and i were toking on the fone with chrystal.then he turn to look at me again.and i thought he look kinda familiar.but cannot be la.so i dinn care.then after that he turn back and look at me again.he did it more than 5 times.and do it very obvious.like he will look at his friend ( the girl on his right) then after that he will look back again. i told elite that.then we were laughing very softly..then we were toking to chrystal again or sth..then he turn back but this time i dinn see.and elite told me.then after the show,they move out.then elite wanted to go toilet.i just went in with her.then when i came out.he was outside standing there.i just walk pass him and he was looking again.it was so damn kuku la.stupid person..but i must say his kinda cute.haha.then after that we went to candy empire! and elite bought me jelly beans.and it's like wow.cos my container got lots of marsmellows one.which is like damn unique..then walk to mrt station.then we were sorta laughing crazyly again.haha.and now it's me with elite.haa.then we were like coming down the escalator then this guy look at us.then he asked the guys hu were with him to look? so it was kinda scary..i think elite dinn notice so i dinn care also.just continued.then after that went to bugis.and shop at this fashion.then went to eat ice-cream.mac flurry.damn full..then the stupid modelling agency called me..AM I SUPPOSE TO REJECT THEM OR GO WITH THE FLOW?!?! it's the very safe type of modelling though..but i dun have time to entertain them either! jessh...leave me alone..

im letting go

2005-12-05T19:02:00.000+08:00

gone
so damn farking gone
flew away
never coming back
lost memories
end of story
buh bye

SO WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY?!
just fark off!
i just karnt hate you okay
so im letting go
right? or wrong?
i dun give a farking shit to it anymore
SO THERE!
this is wad i hope u wanted!!!!

"oi!sleeping beauty!!" ROCKS! :)

2005-12-02T11:19:00.000+08:00

okays.ytd was a bit chaotic.at 3 plus then i sorta remembered i was suppose to go to sch to go to a concert.(p.s this is how forgetful i can be) then arrange with elite to meet her at 5.30pm for the so called dinner! lol..was relle excited to meet her.haha.one month liao loh.sigh...anw.met her outside sch.fone batt was kinda flat.stupid me.went to meet chrystal and hc at coffee shop.eating bubble gum too.so dinn eat anything.then was suppose to meet lao gong.as usual she very blur one la.oh yah.cock eyed too! hahaha..hc and chrystal sit there also cannot see!!! LOL! that's my lao gong for u. :) later went back to sch.sorry chrystal, we just have no sense of urgency.thank you very much.haha.then one by one.all came.was pointing out how some one stole jesus.at the stable.haha.retarded.then reached there was early so slowly walk. took lots of fotos! haha.self-obession! haha.then clement called elite's fone.and we asked becks to say this"i'm sorry the owner is unavailable now.pls try again later." so fake! haha.and becks hang up the fone.LOL.then walk ard..at last.time to go in..YES! haha.must give the tix first before can go in rite.but NO.some 2/8ers(forgot hu)..in fact 3 2/8ers blur blur just walk thru.lol.and the guy dinn see at all.god.okays.the inside of national library concert hall so look like explanade or wadeva.just a mini size of it.haha.got seated.and we were eating during the show.haha.a bit too noisy.interval time hc,jo,elite, and me went to the 7 th level toilet.cos the 5th and 3th all busted with ppl.then we all rushed to the cubicle.hc saw this door not closed then she pushed it in and THERE WAS SOMEONE IN IT! LOL!!!!!! and that person was like "whoa"! LOL!.was super funny.hu ask her la.never close the door properly.stupid! hahaha.i'm still laughing at it.haha.the show was just FABULOUS! i dun mind watching again.it was just so perfect and comical la.just glad i dinn miss it! it ended like 10.30pm.then on the way back so sad got to say bye.lol.meetin elite soon.hehe.

BACK! :)

2005-11-30T16:43:00.000+08:00

HOME SWEET HOME! haha.okay.i just came back from melaka.i bet like hardly anyone knows that.cos i cant even be bothered to tell.*no offence*.only some ppl know.oh well, i'm back in one piece and that matters most i guess! :) went there on sun morning.dad drove.reached around afternoon lunch time.went to the opposite shopping mall to eat.my favourite---chicken rice! hahas.i can eat that for breakfast,lunch and dinner for as long as i like and i wun get sick of it.lol.after that went back to apartment in the hotel,cos we bought apartments there.clean up the place a bit.damn bloody dusty cos we go there only every 6 months.after that watch a bit of show then went for swimming.we brought along our BIG FLOAT.an artificial life size soda machine float! haha.then we played in the pool.got kinda bored then we suggested this challedge.to get the four of us(2 cousins,my sis and i)onto the float together.sounds damn easy rite! but it's damn hard la.it's like impossible loh! but we kept trying.ppl looking at us like we're crazy.lol.everytime like the second or third person get on top, it will tilt and we will over turn.one person fall,the rest will fall one.then ppl laugh when we fall cos it's like damn funny.and we tried all sort of method.FINALLY! like after 40 mins, we did it! when we all got on top,we scream and cheered for our self and every body look--giving the "okay-they-are-crazy" look.haha.after that ate dinner.
mon"//
woke up earliest among everybody.listern to music and read my book.then my dad woke up.a few of us went to buy breakfast.and i watched some movie while waiting for the rest to wake up.after that we stayed at the hotel in the whole morning.playing card games and stuff.played gambling games.until lunch.wa lao.food was spicy so ate mee goreng.then afternoon went to the shopping mall to shop.one and half hrs only finish the first floor.but was kinda late liao.so went back and they decided to buy dinner back.had satay.was damn nice.malaysia satay is fab!then we went down to play carrem and jenga until the rental shop closed then we went back.stayed up late to watch a movie.then slept
tue"//
woke up second.dinn go out to buy breakfast cos i wanted to eat campbelli soup and toast bread.it's nice!then morning went back to the shopping mall to shop the other level of the shopping mall. after lunch went to play carrem and saidina.it's like a kinda monopoly la.lol.then went to "TESCO" gigantic shopping mall.bought lots of things.oh ya.and cos two family was in the 5 sitter car,my cousin and me sat in the back boof! but it was damn nice la.it's the kind of boof that is like connect to the whole car and the air ventilation is the same cos it's the open boof.ya.then was so funny when ppl look at us and stared like it's was so unbelievable! some even amuse themselves.hahaha.the ride to TESCO was damn nice cos the expressway is like very high.like going rollar coaster type.and it's like damn nice when we go up and down.lil scary too.after that evening went back.cousin and me went to play table tennis when we got back to the apartment.while waiting for dinner.ate mee goreng,honey chicken or another name for it.and black pepper chicken.damn nice.jolly shandy rocks! it's real beer with lemonade.it's damn nice.u drink it and it's like WOW! hahaha. watched home run on tv.then went to sleep
wed"//
BACK! :) reach back ard 3 plus.bro bought my creative.haha.watching tv now.stupid joyce dun wanna reply me on msn.so i think going off now.cya!

whee!

2005-11-26T16:06:00.000+08:00

happy! haha. just went to expo to see the gadget stuffs. saw isabel there.was just surprised to see her.haha. walked around then i decided not to buy ipod nano.i prefer creative.cheaper and more memory. then walked around. lots of things and wa lao.prices all damn cheep la.it's just WOW! haha. i decided to buy creative zen micro photo. it's like 8GB and 400 plus only la! but if we trade in with any mp3.any brand any price, can get it at 300 plus.so 2ml, my bro will go there to help me geddit.2ml i'm going malaysia so my bro getting it for me.he doesn't follow us.cos he sian.haha. so he's getting it for me.i can only get it when i'm back.but it's okay.i'm fine and okay with it.i can live for the next 4 days without it.haha..ok.gtg liao. battery of laptop flat!.cya

part2 :)

2005-11-26T09:19:00.000+08:00

okays.so this is prefects training on fri:
training was funfunfun! haha.went to sch at like 7 plus cos mum woke me up at 6.40 when i'm suppose to wake up at 7! god. so very early reach sch liao. was so damn cold la.raining a but also. then met hui ling, adlin and others at the swimming pool. waited for others to come.then we got our new grps.i'm in grp 4 named "untitled".grp members are : jolena,yong cai, claire,erin,xiao qi, amanda, mattea, mathilda, shin ling,janna. sec 1s in my grp were like so much more nicer than i thought they will be.haha.so we started of with breakfast.but was kinda full.so dinn eat. but wa lao.food was nice.CREAM PUFFS were fab! haha.then put our bags in 2/7 and went to drama rm. at first we thought of other names like "annonymous,document4,supercallifragiexpalliedoshess"(or however u spell it) hha.then had to prepare like presentation on duties.then had ice breakers.was damn fun. haha.played double wacko among the WHOLE new prefectorial board.after that i went to cca for like 15 mins. now i'm assistand SL.which totally suck balls!!!! steph's happy la.wa lao.stupid senior! lol. then went back and listern to talks.was funny.haha.after that we had our match! 5 ppl were blind-fonded and there were like chair and tables all any-oh-how put at the festival court.like vandelism la.haha.then we had to guide our team mates across.then continued.was fun but so fast already 4.30 so i had to go for tuition.left my team and went to collect my other books frm bk shop.then went tuition. A maths is giving me headache.or maybe i just no mood to do ytd.haha.kk.going to see if got ipod nano later.cya ppl.

:)

2005-11-25T21:14:00.000+08:00

got lots to blogg so shall start without all the blahing! :)
wed,23/11/05
'o's for all are finally over!! wipeee! haha.cos it means that i dun have to face a boring and stressful sis now.haha.morning woke up and watch tv.after that like 9 plus got ready to go out.going out with cousins to watch harry potter. :) then we thought we would be ready by 10 dinn noe like 10.30 then we finally were ready.haha.took 1hr to get ready to go out.went to cousins hse then went mrt.we already booked tickets at first.so ate lunch then watch.the show was like fab!!! wanna go watch again sometime. it's just NICE.haha.after watching,walk around orchard then went bugis.shop ard.took neoprints and wa lao.so fast 6 plus.decided to go hm.wasn't in mood to shop that day loh.so yah.just went hm. but the show was just great la.oh yah.in the mrt, it was packed then the opening of the door was at the other side.last time the only way i got thru with my friends was to shout "excuse me!!" haha.but my cousins insisted i better dun or they wun acknowledge me! some cousins and sis la!.but they did "abandoned" me a few times cos i went high.haha.okok
thurs,24/11/05
happy! BUT.thefeelingisback =// but still happy for wad he did.haha
fri,25/11/5
YIPEE.got anne's letter..and i m blogging now.so at last.we'll back to being close together again.presently,she's still overseas and i'm rotting until cannot rot anymore.waiting for her to come back.so now we got rules!!! so excited! hahhaha..it's not sacastic la.hehe. i'm be overseas in 2 days. yes! a day to get out of singapore! still got other chances later in dec.but looking forward to just this for now.haha.todae got prefect training.always thought was a waste of time but it always turn out fine.haha.but i'm lazy to blog now.so shall blog 2ml.but will put it as i blogged todae.yupps.cya ppl.
loves :)

phew-

2005-11-21T18:58:00.000+08:00

lalala..i did a good deed today. i helped anne with her bloggy! :) and it's major time u learn how to also hor.haha..2ml u goin philippines! then no one tok to me so early in the morning.as in early for u but late for me.coming online is like not so important also!!!! how la u.stupid gal.today just slacked la. wanted to do chinese pro then do like 15 mins, pens down.hahha..well, i did cca tee though :)..oh man, fri got prefects training. MISERABLE!!!!! and i have to go for cca THEN training.what is this world coming to man!! totally suck la. haiz. then after that got tuition!! argh! scream*. on wed,going to see harry potter with cous.karnt wait. could have gone to see with anne and shar la.cos anne cancelled on us so we cancel the whole thingy loh.then she dinn go in the end.u know. it's just almost sad *that 's even sadder than sad if u're wondering* yarrs.i guess just take a day at a time.but for now.i gotta run. got stuff to do. *anne: cya, gonna miss ya.have a safe trip ya.:) *

what happened to US?

2005-11-20T14:04:00.000+08:00

yah. life sucks and my two closest friends gotta make it worse...thanks ppl! i appreciated it SO MUCH!!!...okok.to fill u ppl in. anne and glenda are fighting over the smallest thing u can ever imagine!! like hu said hu!!! it's just so farked up la. so much for united-ness hor.haiz.at first nicole and i find it so damn amusing la*no offence* and we were laughing so much about it la. but now i'ts just freaking annoying!!!! like my life is not bad enuf already..seeing my two friends scolding, insulting each other infront of my very own eyes and i karnt do a shit about it. it just makes me feel even more hopeless than i already feel!! cut me some slack la. shessh. but from todae, i give up okay. if u ppl karnt tok together properly, leave me alone. i just hate to see things happening again infront of my very own eyes and not being able to do anything. either do i want u ppl to hide it frm me la! but...AIYA! i give up i give up. i'm giving up on everything! if that makes u ppl happy.

my life is just brillantly farked up =//

2005-11-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

ARHGH!!! i can just slap myself out!!!!! argh!!!! nicole, slap me..anne,slap me. wake me up frm this stupid nightmare!!!! feelings are shit!!! so screwed up!! i'm super screwed up!!! dun wanna see him again!!!!!!!! nicole, manipulate him whenever u can...okay..i'm saying like i'm asking nicole to kill him. lol..but if u actually do or plan to, i say thanks.=) haiz...stupid guy, make my life so freaking miserable OVER AGAIN!!! why do i always think wrong? and to think nicole, u know it and u dinn say it!!! lol...thanks alot! lol...wad can i do...oh ya! sit on my stupid sofa and cry my heart out.or just go on lamenting on my freaking life...i prefer NONE...life is not giving me much of a choice...so much for the freedom of life. shessh. i'm screwed.see me in one piece and count urself lucky.

p.i.s.s.ed :)

2005-11-15T18:51:00.000+08:00

okays...u ppl must be wondering why i still put a smiling face with the word pissed.lol.wellm guess that angela, poh yi and i changed the piss-y mood to a good mood.haha..todae gt guitar frm 9.30-5! stupid farking cca.haiz..suppose to meet shar at 9.20 but my dearest darling MS NO TIME MANAGEMENT*elf* :) she came late.well, to be exact, 20 mins late.haha.good time management u have shar! hhahahha....*winks* then i went up first.then went to rm.met poh yi..omg, angela was so damn freaking funny!! but i karnt blog here if not sorta betraying her.ya..haha.then very fast the time past liao.lunch.went to eat at coffeshop with ada, tiffy,steph, and mr choo.then ate and chat.and they said i attracted bees.wa lao.it's the drink la.lol.cos everywhere i go they say got bee!! wth. then walked back.toking bt acs schs..lol.spoilt kids :) haha.then went back to sch.slack abit.practice for stupid farking audition.then it was our turn.we were very reluctant.angela, pohyi and i.SLs auditioned liao.so yah.went to the rm.farked up la.so many ppl there.they say one to one.how many one to one definition do they have la.then no one wana go first.then mr choo was pissed.and told alto2 to go first.and alto 2 dinn wanna go cos we dinn go too.HA! so there. welcome to our bloody ensemble! then one by one a few section leaders came out.and said mr choo is very angry.i shouted he angry wad la.we'll suppose to be angry la.and when i went out of the rm, i slammed the whole freaking door, and the whole thing vibrated.heck la.this is the shit i'm giving them.and it's like we're pissed.they come telling us dun so pissed.and some SLs even came back frm audition pissed! wth la.SLs can get pissed we cannot arh? wad's their freaking prob?! then outside the door, we kept scolding and swearing.lol.and said dun perform dun perform la.also he wun benefit cos too little players.it's his prob.he want respect he gonna gain it for goodness sake.we were taught that in pri sch liao...then after that alto1 and 2 dinn wanna go.after some time we got kinda pissed with the SL nagging and just went it.gave each and everyone black face.well, i got thru the audition.but angela and poh yi dinn.they gotta redo.if they dun get thru i'm not going la. it's either us as one or u get none.and then we went back to the rm.karnt play cos of "o" level..then after that mr choo wanted to see the alto1, again nagging.and said that "dun u think that seniors should at least be better in their playing" when he said this, angela and me just shook our head in disagreement.oops* not the answer he wanted.but heck.then blah blah blah.saying seniors.words were to my favour but i karnt stand it when he kept toking bt senior-ity.wtf la.seniors are busy too.presidents are ppl.then he asked whether we got any qns, angela and i wanted to stood up for pohyi cos she just started practicing like 2 weeks ago.but din.then we started giggling there.on the chairs.we kept looking elsewhere then ourselves cos we know that if we look at each other we will burst out laughing.then when we were dismissed.pohyi opened the door, and before we even got out, we burstout laughing like mad la.and inside the rm can hear one.angela just kneeled down laughing like mad women.and we just kept laughing there.haha..after a while, we pulled angela up and went off.haa.wa lao.then he dismissed us at 5.45pm!!!!!!! fucker la.45 mins delay.he got cock eyes, cock ears,cock mouth, cock BRAIN! onlynose is ok.but onefine day i will slam the door in front of him and he will have a cock nose :) so that's me.a sonofabitch.get used to it!

life's is nothing anymore.

2005-11-09T09:50:00.000+08:00

like i said.nothing IS going right.my life just seems wasted over all this happenings.i guess it's just kinda stupid why i can just be upset over THINGS.seriously nothing is going right.well, anne and joyce can agree with me wholeheartedly.100%.maybe i'm just scared to face the things i fear.it's easier to walk away just like that.things u can do for love.oh god.dun remind me.lies and lies and lies are all i have ever heard off.can some one just tell me that things aint that bad.btw, thanks liwen.i'll rem ur $27.20.=) <---maybe the only smile i can make today.but thanks lots,for being there when i just able to break down. i give up on * . i just give up.i'm tired and just feel so farked up.sorry if i'm a sonofabitch.just get used to it.argh.okok.i can relle sound so pissed up here.sorry.not in a so-called good mood alrights.why is it so hard to love anw? i mean it's bullshit crap and i rest my case.i just needed * to understand!!! is it THAT hard?! is it too much to ask for? to anne and joyce: u guys can go do wadeva shit to * .scold,or wadeva, up to you.it's nothing to do with me anymore.i wash my hands off.maybe i'm just too scared to know the ending.it's haunting me.someone just wake me out of my senses.an image of * is all i'm left with to hold on to.tell me to let go, and i will.i need u (*) to do it.sad excuses and false hopes was all i got.i rest my case again.i don't need anything.i knew it all along. u're(*) just too predictable..they all wanna know wad's wrong with me.and i know wad it is and i'm gonna end this right now.

glenda: oh u want u can take from anne.but it's not something amusing.

happy or sad i dunnoe...

2005-11-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

haiz..damn sick of this world..nothing is going right.yeah.that's it.just karnt wait for 17 th when i can go out with my mates again and just leave this bullshit crap somewhere to hide.something very silly happened.made me happy...dinn last long.okok..i kept dropping my fone during tuition..the last time i dropped it.i dropped it behind instead of infront which i always do.damn.when i turn around, it was infront of *&^%$# on the floor..i just turned away..kept saying" dun pick it up.dun pick it up" but i just had a feeling it was being picked up.then *&^%$# called my name. i turned around asked me a few qns.got me damn freaked out...&^%$# just asked infront of the whole class.and my teacher asked how *&^%$# got my fone..i said i dropped it and it went all the way back.stupid reason rite? but it's like a fact la. then i was like"shit.shit.shit" cos got things on my fone! cannot cannot cannot let *&^%$# see!!!! dunnoe how...damn scared cos *&^%$# also uses the same fone so he knows how to operate it.then i kept turning back and i see *&^%$# using a fone.*&^%$# saw me looking and *&^%$# said "oh oh..this is my fone" so funny la..hahah...paiseh*blush*then i said " urm..can pass me back my fone?" then *&^%$# passed back...PAISEH LA...i just kept laughing the whole time loh.i dunnoe why also.*P.S anne,will tell u in more details* then went home..was scared whether *&^%$# saw my wall paper nots..and when i talked to him again at home..i just dun wanna blog it here ok..dun wanna cry.dun wana be sad.just wanna forget it.LOVE is just bullshit crap!! i guess it doesn't mean anything now. forget it.forget it okay. dun wanna be in it anymore..cupid just keeps getting me.dun wanna think about you.dun wanna think me.dun wanna figure this out.i'm just a kid but my life is like world war 3.can someone tell me why?

guitar cca seems to rock A BIT! haha =)

2005-11-02T18:14:00.000+08:00

okok..todae dinn have much time to relax..was in school practically the whole time ='( ..how pathetic it is loh..went to sch and waited for a while cos the classroom door are locked..then it was open so we took our own sweet time..haha..okok...skip all that part..then had sectionals then combine..then went for lunch..was damn funny..cos ada,annie and tiffy had a meeting with mr choo.then they walked together to the coffee shop..angela,steph and me already there..then we dun wanna sit with the conductor..so we quickly ask tiffany to sit then we spread around the table.lol.was damn funny la..and carryn,lisa,ada and annie kena sit with him! haha..was damn funny scene.=P then after that went back to practice.we started early loh.so guai la.=) after that had sectionals but alto got stay in the air-con rm.haha..then tiffy and i decided to go find melody and elite.called them out and they were like "what? yes? " then tiffy and i just said "hi!" haha..and they started beating us.hahha..after that so funny when they tried to sneak back in.went back to pfa old office.mr choo was there.oops.but he doesn't scold one.so we just played a bit then he went out then tiffy and i escaped out again.haha..tiffy wanted to go toilet and i wanted to give a form to ms kang.then we went toilet..open the door slowly cos the toilet door was closed and a bit sign pasted outside.then saw &^!$*) inside..and she was crying.so tiffy and i quickly just closed the door and walk away.lol.pai seh pai seh..haha..after that went back and we were playing in the rm.i decided to take the clock in the rm to 20 mins faster!! haha..then had combine.and mr choo dinn notice the time..until suddenly then he noticed.he saw liao but dinn notice only..and angela,tiffy,steph and i started laughing loudly.hhaa..when we were packing our things and ready to go home..angela said "stupid mike" cos mr choo placed this mike on the chair next to us to record our playing and when angela said that, mr choo pressed the stop recording button and she and me started laughing like mad women! ahahaha...mr choo said he thinks i shld go to woodbrigde hospital and i told him that i was already there and he thought i doing volunteery work but i said i was a patient there and he was shocked and i started laughing and he knew i was only joking..slow la.and he said he wasn't surprised! wth..like that also say!!!!

last week of sch =(

2005-10-31T08:14:00.000+08:00

todae's like first new week of the hols.saw my cca shedule and i have to go back to sch for 51 hrs of cca la...wth.hols also dun wanna let us off cca.haizz...i guess that's life la.pathetic it is..last week of sch was the busiest, funnest ( if there is such a word.lol) and saddest week la..got a lot of programmes on.had p6 publicity, p6 mission,in-line skating, rehearsals for achiever's day,cca,prefects patrolling and other stuffs.for p6 publicity, worked with kimberly,faria(is that how u spell her name?) , and claire.had great time.drama was great.we sneak into the PA system rm thingy and played card games but wasn't long before we were caught by mr ng.so went back to join the games.i was taking fengshan pri sch.30 students that's why got 4 "tour guides"..p6 mission went to ccps early in the morning.and the talk was about sex and bgr..like o-k-a-y...in-line skating was fun la.i think i already blogged bt it.yupps.then the last day of sch.and the end, we got our reports bks.went into 3/7 with chrystal hu got pushed up frm 3/6..becks and peiwen..maxine got stuck at 3/6!!! sad loh.if not it will be one happy family the dad(becks) , mum(me) and our daughter..max.haix.at last got with tiffany.the only gal and me that is in GE.sad rite.now have to choose subs..hard decision loh.dun noe wad to choose loh...now just recovered frm sore throat..sort of.but much better frm ytd.later still got cca at 2pm until 5 pm! other days got 6 hrs loh.wtf...gtg watch tv! =)

school of boredom

2005-10-24T21:02:00.000+08:00

todae was like tiring la.but quite fun also.lol.i'm just contradicting myself.haha..todae in the morning we had assembly in the music rm.getting results.and all so bad la.like Bs and Cs.wtf..spoil the holiday mood only loh.but it dinn relle affect mii although it's eng,lit and history la.yupps.then after that went bk to class.and had patrolling with max and becks and we started with level 4..then we were doing our duties bt end up catching a gurl playing with hp.so we send her to RTC...then after taht went ard again and caught another one but this time she was sort of the naughty types and wa lao.wasting everybody's time loh.in the end we just sent a RTC teacher.went into our recess time only loh.like wth.irritating.and her classmates arh.one of them damn bloody fucking wad la.she smokes in the toilet so i dun care bt saying it here..one day i'll just catch her la..she just better watch out.i mean if u ppl use handphones and see prefects and start to hide it at least u ppl got guitly consicence.but those hu use in front of prefects like as those we dun dare to catch then u just wait la.we show u we dare to catch!i'm not a betrayer either.so ya.dun get the wrong idea...anw.heck care bt them.after that had recess and still had to see her friends..and the gal hu smokes in the toilet still dare to stare..stare la stare la.my eyes still bigger..haha..i just gave the stare back...she wants respect frm us she gonna give us the respect first and she gotta earn it. then we had in-line skating.put on our stuff then those hu know how to skate go one side..so i went with chrystal.i know la.but i just forgot how to brake properly.lol..then just went along...we learnt how to brake properly and it was fun la..tiffany fell at the brake part! so funny..cos she was like trying to be melody.hahha...damn nice...got stupid tan la..i like being tanned..but the thing is our tan is light,dark,light,dark,light...not much differences frm a zebra.yesyes..after that we went back to class then max and i went to the toilet to wash our hair..then saw li ting and jia lin and we all washed our hair..so funn la.haha..then we went back to class and everybody thought we were crazy.lol..but i feel so much refreasher..but we wanted to wash a bit more so we went level 3 toilet and continue although history lesson start liao..dun care la.then when we finish we were a bit frightened la.but were ready to be sent to RTC...somemore with our wet hair..then went in and can hear giggles and all loh..frm 2/8 and our class...lucky mr lim spare us.haha..then we just went to our seats.had boring lessons then went to CIP at canossian home..haha...on the bus was funny..kkarnt say here..then reach liao.then cyn, yy,yj,christabel, me and elite were in one grp and in charge of clothes.then we were playing.haha...and it was so funny la..the clothes!!! some designs like cut frm table cloth loh.hahhaha..then cyn took out a BRA!! and we burst out laughin!!!! hahah..she went to see the size somemore.hahha..then we saw a lot of other bras..damn funny la.i mean come on loh..when ppl donate clothes it doesn't mean bras!!!!! that's underwear la!! lol...then it was quite funny with all the diff styles! haha...after all the hard work, mr lim treated us to maggie marsh potato.damn nice of him.haha.it was nice..then after that i just went hm st8 cos it's just across the road..yupps..doing elite's friendster..hand aching..body aching like anything la..shall stop typing liao...ciao!

tuition..

2005-10-22T21:58:00.000+08:00

yups...guessed that he wil come and he did.i dunnoe la..i gave up on him too..my friend there also..tuition had been chanced frm a eng class to a science BIO class...yesyes..the gross thingy are all coming back.hahha...especially the two crazy ppl next to me..horny like siao la.hahha..and we always just start laughing.lol...then we went for break la.then i was like the person pressing the button one.then we went into the lift and started toking then one friend asked"how com the lift like not moving one" then she looked and i haven even press the level that i wanted to go so we were like stuck at level 5! they laughed like siao okay!!!!!!!!!! man.evil la.went to macs.was crowded bt too paiseh to ask him to help us buy so we just left.then went to 7 eleven.and they were like making fun of me the whole time.like the auto matic escalator..they say wait i stand there and although it is moving i forgot to move my legs.like wth.!!! after that i dinn dare to pree the button so my frien did..we went in and tok a bit then i felt it wasn't moving and i looked and my friend just came in and forgot to press the level also.and we started laughing..damn loud.the whole level 5 could hear us.haha..then before we left the lift.we press all the no.s and one tcher was about to go in so we quickly dashed back into the classrm.lol..yupps

,,`when i needed you the most..u were with her."""

marking day__**

2005-10-22T21:49:00.000+08:00

haha..so long liao then i blog bt thurs.anw.met elite at bugis mrt station at bugis.then i waiting inside.dinn noe elite went up.then it's like i waited there and missed.lol.then we went ard bugis.and later heard tiffy could go out with us!!! was so happy.haha..cos we wanted to take the neoprint with her.and must 3 ppl then nicer.haha..then met her and saw shi jie, elite and clique..then saw sofia,priscilla(is this how u spell her name?) and afew others..then we were going up to take neoprints and there was this two gurls hu were sitting like a distance frm the escalator and i was going up by that escalator..i dinn relle tok any notice of them la.then suddenly tiffy heard them call my name except the pronouncing is a bit wrong..then they kept calling.then when i reach up i turn to look down and they were like tilting their head to look at me..and i was like shit la.hu the bloody hell are they..cos it'll be like so paiseh when some one recognise u and u are like"hu the bloody hell are you?" lol..so i avoided them.after that we went to ps.then went to macs. ate a bit and drank..and tok..then after that sent tiffy off and elite and me left to orchard...on the way there.there was like this gal hu's skirt was so damn short la..as in relle..as the same length as her butt.then it was blinking green man so we just stayed there while the gurl and her bf walked then elite said" walk la walk la.wait later kena knock down and die arh" then i was like" omg.her skirt so short la"then when they were in the center of the road.her bf turned to look ard and he looked like he was looking for us.hahha..we just pretend we dinn know.haha..then after that had to go back to ps to meet a frien..then after that elite and friend walked me back to bugis and they left..was died tired.

exams over?

2005-10-19T18:06:00.000+08:00

yupps..ytd.exams over at like 8.45am.exactly.but dun noe why like i not very excited or happy bt it..well.i guess it's one burden gone..but there's still the bigger burden.the results!! oh man..and there's a lot in my mind.i give up on love la.too much to think abt liao..ok.so ytd.went to elite's hse after exam..she has like a dog and 2 adult cats and 3 kittens..so cute!! haha..saw her sis there.then sat there and watch 'live' show.haha..u dun wanna know wad.=)) *dun think dirty either.lol* then like one hr later tiff came.and i started making elite's blog..then after awhile elite cooked finish..our lunch..dun worry i'll put the foto here for u ppl to see..haha..i have nth much to say bt the cooking! haha..tiff's the first one and hers tasted like plastic! seriously.it did.haha..then mine was much better..elite refused to put salt la..argh.then we had lunch and took some fotos then we went out.we went to bugis first..walk ard.nth to do so walk to bugis village.then it started raining like shit la! u know wad i mean.lol.then we were stuck at the building.we saw lots of ppl with weird hairstyles la! damn weird..u'll die laughing but of course i dinn take fotos of it la.hahaha..i'm not THAT mean.*winks* at last we just decided to walk in the rain.then we got across..took neoprints and left for orchard to make ring la.ya..spent some time there.walk until like leg pain.not mine bt tiff and elite.haha..then we went back to collect it cos we got make words on it.yupps.then after that we went to meet a friend of ours at ps.watch corpse bride..let me think again why did i do that..oh ya.GO ASK ELITE! *grins* things were so embarrassing la.at the movie i sitting in the middle of elite and tiff then they watch already but they watch again cos of that frien.so they keep whispering to each other in front of me and every SINGLE time!! he'll look at me and i look at him and pretend i dunoe wad they toking bt! secrets are hard to keep gal and in the end u told him u watch liao! smart! smart!*claps* then tiff left.then they sent me back to bugis and i left...btw elite..i repeating myself everywhere..I GIVE UP! lol.love is just too much to handle.u gotta agree with me gal.it's the fact!

50% freedom

2005-10-17T19:41:00.000+08:00

well actually only like 40% la..haha..2ml dnt and then it's over..haha..so excited..once again..thanks elite for being there for me ya.u're such a sweet person and am so lucky to have ya.2ml elite is cooking for me!! karnt wait..*winks* for the pass 2 weeks..lots of things happen..let's see..almost lost nicole..and got her back..i guess it's not worth it to lose her for a guy..long story ,too saddening to type..yupps.now i'm working in a company call CrappinWithU International with a frien of mine..( elite's good good frien!*winks* dun kill me kk..hahah) and we're making our website for publishing..and more customers.so welcome kk.we'll be starting after the 'o's.ya.let's see..exam=deep shit..result=can die.to see caroline in one peice after the results is a good sign i gues..haha..just talking rubbish.=))kk..that's all for todae..2ml got sure lots to blog liao..

damn funny day la

2005-10-05T19:23:00.000+08:00

okay..i think the title tells it all =))) yupps..i'm just gonna skip like the first few boring parts of life..ms nunis lesson rocks now.haha..she let us do wadeva we want then she play songs thru the speaker la..feels like exam finish lorh..haha..then ok..lit..FUNNY..haha..at the last 15 min of the lesson then ms chen sort of wanted us to go thru the book again..so she decided to start one event and each person say one event each la..then blah blah blah..until it was dee and she was done then it wad mel's turn and she was sleeping la..very soudly..then it's like everyone ard her bang on her table to wake her up and when she woke..she said"class stand" LOL..and the whole class burst out laughing la..wth..and she still was so blur!!!!!!! omgosh..just so cute..then ms chen was a little pissed cos she was like suppose to say an event but she said class stand!! haha..ok then she was sent out of the class..then after a while it was my turn la..ms chen was taking the homerm time..so there was my turn..then i saw sth that happen and i said it which was like" they met mr nathan"(hu was this refugee lawyer la but i dinn noe) then ms chen said "carol, hu's that?" then i was like shit..looking thru the book then MELANIE..frrm the window said to me"the president" and my mind was so blank i actually said the president!!!!!!!!!! wth..then the class laughed so loud la..wth..and mel was like laughing like dunnoewad outside..am i like suppose to know? my mind was blank!! sheessshhh....grr..well..mr nathan is the president..IN SINGAPORE but not in the novel so it was like funnier..and ms chen did the in the name of the father,son and holy spirit thingy..haha...i did kill mel for it.=)) haizz..back to reality...history is next mon..hope i survive!

stressed out

2005-09-26T19:51:00.000+08:00

wtf..i just blogged and it deleted off my post..damn la.fine i'll type again. fri was grad nite..had to assemble at sch at like 2.30pm so we went out of sch first.and we went to 7 eleven..on the way there my daughter was like so irritating..--maxine!!!! gosh..ya.i grounded her.we waited at the traffic light there then i wanted to tie max onto the lamp post so she karnt go anywhere.then green man..the rest walked and i held max there and started to walk and she pulled me back and we were doing this in the middle there..and the green man stopped so we were still stuck there.then we caught up with the rest.rushed all the wae back.then reached singapore poly and like 3pm..had lunch which was macs.yupps.went to toilet to take pics.ya.a weird place.hhaa.aft that rushed to our duty place.mii doing programme booklet and the sch so damn stingy la..dinn even print enuf..they print so damn little la..then went to eat dinner at ard 4.30pm..dinner was nice.but too early la.then ppl started coming in.yupps..crowd control was sort of out.hhaa..went to sort of usher and stuff...the parents are so hard to handle for pity sake.sheshh.anw...then watch a bit of the show then went to prepare to serve food for the parents l8t..meanwhile.........we took lots lots of pics..hhaa...so damn fun..saw *&&%^#$$# and i dinn recognised *&&%^#$$# and i like stared at her non-stop and while she was looking at me also..so paiseh..haha.anw.went in..food look so delicious la.ate some! haha.in the end it ended as self-service cos the queue was just too long..ya.took fotos of seniors..then took foto of this someone some one..and at that time i CLICK..her gown stripe drop la..haha..went home reach like 11.50 pm..ard there.and took lots of foto with sis..self obsession!! HAHA// pratically after that, life returned to the bad side..everything is in a mess again..and my friends are giving me all this shit..before exams..THANKS!

GET OUT OF OUR LIFE..SO THERE!

2005-09-14T20:31:00.000+08:00

ARGHHH..WAD IS THIS WORLD COMING TO???i'm just gonna sae wad i wan cos that's wad a blog is for anywae..you think u can escape with ur stupid and foolish act? so wad's so bloody nice bt a music rm key? might as well go leminate it la..you and you itchy fingers..i mean if u relle took it. just apologise and gif it back la..but NO..the selfish side of u was out..u rather get 3 other ppl into bigger shit then u urself la..fine! and in the end all u get is bigger consequences..DAMN SMART I MUST SAY! so getting steph, lao gong and pao into trouble is ur kind of a joke?FYSI, NOT FUNNY!!!! u almost made steph have to confess on the PA system that she lost the key..which is not la..i mean her day is like bad enuf with her hp lost? hope she found it liao though.SO THERE! get the pic? yes.get out of our life if u wanna carry on with this shit attitude of urs.i mean luckily this friend (no name revealed) told us wad she saw..2 ppl in fact ,of ur stupid act.so no escaping..now u'll just get into deeper shit then if u confess at first.and getting my classmates to actually side u? they're blind though..yes..and u'll soon find out hu told the truth bt i mean she did the rite thing..if u all relle her thru friends u guys will understand..is not a matter of hu betray hu but she told the truth and help the culprit wad.if u look at it the way we are looking at it..she did this so at least the culprit noes that doing foolish things can lead to serious consequences? ya..i mean,u're never noe wad else she may do in future rite.so at least it's a lesson learnt wad.

kk..feel so much better after saying all that...but i rather tell it infront of ur face if i get the chance.

MR CHOO U ROCK!!!

2005-09-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

just reach home..woah.had the time of muai lifbe la.today went to cca at 2pm then hang ard then went to av threatre to watch movie..heehee..by the time we started was 3 pm and we watched drumline.so damn cool the guy!! he is damn cool la.=)) then just in time we finish was at 5pm then mr choo organised this outing thingy and in the end out of the whole ensemble, only annie,ada, stephanie,tiffany,mii and caryn.haha. then we sat in mr choo's van? ya.van.red one.haha..then we sabo tiffany kena sit infront while the other 5 sit in the back..the ride was damn fun cos we blast the simple plan music and we always fall to the right and left then we tok bt lots of things..laughing the whole entire way to heerens.haha.then one time we all burst out laughing and mr choo was like"okay..i'm going deaf with you girls laughing" then we laugh even more.haha..on the way we waved to motobikes and cars and we even pretend to ask for help like we were kidnapped? haha. sit inside like sit in the police van when u get arrested..lol*// we reached heerens soon la.then we acted like tourist ppl? haha..then as pri school kids! stand two by two.haha..was relle funny.we were so damn noisy. then we were into the building.at first sort of paiseh ok.cos ya.like so awkward like that then we decided to go into HMV.walked ard we spent like quite some time there. was so funny cos steph watch the shows mr choo got watch.but tiff and mi neva watch.shows that tiff and i watch.mr choo and steph never watch.haha. then we saw this cartoon vcd of some train toy? and tiff and i took one each and shouted like" steph! ur favourite!! that time u told me!!!" and we started burst out laughing?!?! was damn loud..couldn't stop..down there non-stop..then security came! dunnoe to check wad's happening or wad la.he walked pass, look as us then he walk away talking on his walkie talkie.lol.we went thru the whole place. then decided to go eat..was so hungry.we took damn long to decide then we decided to eat at marche. then we said our budget was $10. annie said.haha..bt we all agreed then ate there cos mr choo said we just pay $10 if it exceeds he will pay..but confirm exceed marh.so we just went in loh.dunnoe where else to eat anyway.then we chose one corner cos we noe we sure damn noisy la. then we walk ard and order our food..mr choo dinn allow us to drink vodka or wine! that's was sad la.haiz.bt dun wanna get into trouble too so yups.listerned to him.then tiff and i shared a pizza and a milkshake.then other ordered different stuff and finally!! time to eat! haha.hungry wadd..then we i predicted that he will surely tok bt guitar stuff while we were eating..we dinn though..then he was like at his last few bites and said" u all eat so fast!" and we just stared at each other.cos we still had like lots of food on our plate and he ate finish and said we eat very fast.then we started laughing.aft dinner we sat there for like god-knows how long and chatt lots! damn noisy us..once we laughed too loudly that the opposite table said"shh!!!" then we laughed more bt of course we giggled instead? ya..then we tok bt some guitar stuff and ghost..tok bt the toilets in our school.the one at the music rm relle scared mr choo out.cos we thinking of having a camp or chalet la. just for fun.playplay.then he ask be staying in school and we were all like no way no way.then we started telling ghost stories bt our school.freaked him out.haha..then aft talking so much..annie,ada,caryn,tiff,steph all realised that they still had to go home by themselves and all that talking relle freaked them out.especially caryn.mr choo needed to use the toilet so i said" be careful.." and he was blur at first then he got wad i was thinking.bt ghost stuff and he like quickly walk bk to his sit.HAHA..then he still went in the end la.and when he came bk he made his hair? like er...haha. we started laughing.and asked him he go make his hair like upp like that..and he was like flattening it.haha.then he told us wad happened in the toilet.he thought the man in there went out la then he wash his hands then suddenly the man appeared behind him and he gt a shock..we started laughing.haha.and aft that we started whispering like very funny jokes bt him and all and i was the one starting most of them and he asked mee if i was like sth wrong with me and i said ya ate too much medicine.haha.he said he wanted to sit next to mi next time so he will know wad i laughing at..all the jokes.haha.then lots of jokes was passing ard.but in the end we had to say cos we trade for one of his jokes.that time i started laughing in the music rm non-stop with caryn cos she said can give one of the portraits to mr choo as teachers' day present.and i was giggling then i saw one EXACTLY look like him one and i started laughing damn loud like suddenly and almost fell out of my chair! and caryn knew why i was laughing and she laughed too! and to think mr choo thought i was laughing at his socks gt hole! and we started bursting out laughing in the restaurant and ppl started looking at us..haha..so we tone down.bt scary la.is like there is one pic look lots like mr shi..our old instructor then now one that looks like mr choo..lol..in the end we went out of the place like 8.30pm and the total was $77 pplus. mr choo decided to treat us bt we dinn allow that so he just asked us to pay $5 each...he rocks la.haha.damn funny also he.=D then he sent annie,ada, tiff, caryn home cos they all so scared to go alone.steph followed mii and my bro wanted to drive but my dad decided to instead cos my bro may not know the route to steoph's hse..i dropped her at bedok.her parents not home yet so i sms her and kept her company..she's back now..so tired..*yawns* great..just got a sms frm mr choo.gtg..

iloveyou*//

2005-09-06T11:24:00.000+08:00

``__;trippin' overr myselff,goingg no where
+" you're all i wantedd all i needed
--\\'euu mayy thinkk datt i donn look 'bt deep insidex i'm attachedd tto u' *//i'm weakk i know 'cos i'im afraidd tto knoww the answer
~`!"ddu euu waon mii?.>
+ ;myy heartt keeps fallingg faster
``__;i'm scaredd to know dii ending;duu you see mii?/>
~`!"duu euu evenn know uii mett mii?.>
``__;i go crazyy when u're outsidex ofB my world
+" i feel 40 kindds ofB saddness when u're outsidex ofB myy world
*//i know datt u're justt aroundd the corner but it's nort enuff
~'!" i donn know whyy it's nort enuff; i miss euu all derhh time
+ ;andd i know you kinda like itt
\>. you wanted somethingg more thann this
+ ; fell down ferr someone else's kiss
--/" times like tis i'im so gladd u karnt read myy mind
``__;please don't walk away
*// i'm only drifting cause u look so great tonight
/>.<\i karnt sleep;karnt think;can hardly dream ~` >lifbe's crazy how some things never workk outt
``__;but i'm hopingg that this time goes rightt
[[*//'cos i've tried so hardd]]

2005-09-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

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tcher's day celebration today..very chaotic la the whole school..crowd control failure.didn't work.couldn't like control the whole school =(..then is like on the wings of the hall is suppose to be 4/7 and 4/8 then in the end my class(2/7) went upp so it's like many prefects telling them to come down so we went upp to tell them and in the end the teachers change the thingy and the prefects were not inform and my classmates were like scolding us" prefect give false info! so wad la!!" and i couldn't stand it although clare was explaing wad happened all i did was shouted " can u're just SHUT UP! and go up?!?!" then there was silence and i just walk away..found out that senior saw and she got a shock..i dun give a shit to it..so damn that! everything is also prefects (especially juniors) faults so just get used to it..then after everything we played with the trolly and all..damn fun and scary la..like can fall off the side any min if not carefull..knock lots of pots down..haha
*``010905
went to library with elite and ya had a hard time help steph decide wad she should wear but is like for wad? she wear anything will also still be as nice to u noe..lol.=P did our project unlike steph just dun give a shit to it.haha.done it then decided to go bugis..wanted to meet gl and steph there but they decided to go candy empire first so we go eat.then went to candy empire..at citylink met mr lian there and he started waving to me like a mad dog..and i was like hu is that? then i look and it was him..haha..i thought tchers are suppose to avoid students.lol.then we were like rushing and steph and gl kept hurrying us la..sweat like anything! then we went there bought our stuff and saw steph then met them..nth to sae to each other..see each other damn paiseh.very awkward loh.then we follow them ard and we walk behind them..they so "into" their world and we are like so extra-ed there.lol.we walk away they will also not realise then i said that then gl turn..*oops*.=P haha..we like lamp post there la..so we decided to go off cos relle gotta meet clement..i had to meet him alone..long story la.haha..so we went to macs and sat there and tok.bt 1 hr then i gtg so he and elite brought me back to my mum's office and man i just made a fool out of myself la..geog fail.he hardly go there and he knows the direction..i go there like so many times i still can be so blur..ya.very tired..2ml elite going bangkok.

+//

2005-08-27T14:21:00.000+08:00

science iis just gettingg "dirtier and dirtier" la..i mean on fri..mr lian brought a c***** to class to show us and he was like unrolling it and it became longer and longer! lol..and he ask hu wanna touch it then channy was like " i wan!" .haha..and mel is just worse..she knew so much bt it.haha..jo asked this " so what about the apple-flavoured one?" and the whole class crack upp..haha..after school had prefect's meetingg..*yawns. =) talk the usuals but this time it's like so much better cos this time the seniors heard that most prefects were pissed with the prefectorial board and they allowed us to voice out our opinions no matter how bruntly they were..so we did...and bt the ankle socks thingy rite? GOOD NEWS..it's official..we can wear ankle socks guang ming zheng da.lol..can wear but as long as can see a little tingy bit upon the shoe then can liao..hahahha..yea..meeting suppose to end like 2.15 la but it went until like 3.40pm..haha..that was great cos i missed cca for like more than 1 hr.i could miss cos gt steph's permission! haha..great to have her as a prefect too..lol..by the time went to cca was at 4pm and i had to leave at 4.15 so i left...=D)) yupps..went grandparents hse.dead tired and sis gave me the thingy that i asked her to play the machine thingy and she got 2 limited edition of the toy that can glow...so sweet.gave one to me and one for herself..was aunt's birthdae and we had 2 birthday cakes! haha.my aunt was in the kitchen toking to my other aunt so my 2 cousins and sis quickly brought the cake into the room..my younger cousin and me guarded the door when my cousin and sis go light up the cake.they so stupid la.put extra 2 candles! and they lid the surrounding candle and too hot to light the inner candles so they blew all the candles out and light them again! sheessh..yupps..gave the surprise song thingy and gave presents and all.=))).went home and watch tv until i fell asleep.haha

*520//

2005-08-22T18:54:00.000+08:00

i'm high..heehee.during weekend, nth much..went for tuition! =D. saw him.he just looks cuter each time la.argh..i'm going crazy..and thanks to my friends AGAIN..i almost embarrassed myself again..they push me la.lucky stop in time if not arh..confirm bang into him la.then so paiseh..my friend wanted to come see me aft tuition but she couldn't make it in time..i left.it was like "missed" by like one min! grr..i so hate myself sometimes..*520// only some ppl can figure that out.haha..sunday had some ministers came to my house..ya..then we pack out hse till damn nice can..then nth much...today nth too...cut my hair..i look like a total freak la.bleahx.playing lots in school..hahaha..wasn't relle concentrating cos chel and i were toking bt chocolate bananas..haha...and mr zebra sports bra..haha..chel and me came up wifB it one...yupps.and got scolded by ms heng for being late for music cos like 3/4 were late with me.and it's like..hu runs for their next lesson man..like can tchers just relax for a min..ms chen dinn come..we were "throwing a party" !! BIG PARTY..oh btw..steph, i'll help u ask bt that thing asap kk..back home.2ml got chinese and maths test..mocks for maths..good luck 2/7 peeps..=)

2005-08-18T17:54:00.000+08:00

chel fell off the chair todae!!! omg..was so funny! i feel so bad laughing at her but u shld hav been there la..the way she fell was priceless to see..haha.she was so happy when she read the whiteboard that said that mr ng wasn't here so we will have like 3 free period la. then she jump upp to tell van and when she said down, she landed upp sitting on the floor! hhaha..her chair was upside down.lol.hey gal.huang chi laughed even louder than me kk.so go kill her.but now i owe u a chocolate! u arh..see la u..laugh so loud.kena scolded by ms chen but hu cares bt her anw. these days so many tcher come to see our class can.ms lim, mrs joseph, mrs low, ms daisy tan! all the yuck ppl only.like as though our class was the only class that is noisy! pfft.goeg.ms wendy was so damn bloody pissed. so we were punished outside class la.stand at the trophy area there like the sitting place..what's the diff i relle wander.thenn we were still toking like it was nobody's business like that..she was so fed upp.she wanted to make us stand in the festival court and i said quite loudly " i don't mind", giving her the heck care attitude. she heard but she was just like looking to see hu said it.but she dinn relle care la.i mean i relle dun mind..nice weather..going to the festival court can get the wind..so breezy.(@.*) then had the 3 free periods..did some revision for mocks la...yea.wanna get into good class=) heehee.whereas steph was slacking big time as though time stopped for her..haha..wells she spent lots of time doing sth on her u-noe.karnt relle sae.against the school rule marh.and she went "shopping" on the 4th floor to see this particular someone.hahaha..typical her la.lunch went with elite, jl and clique then i was toking bt digest thingy and this "person" walk past and i was toking so loudly the digest word..jl saw and dinn even tell me la! 2tupid gal.make me so pai seh la..grr..get back at euu..

argh..stress

2005-08-17T17:35:00.000+08:00

lots of things to blog.no time.always the same excuse.but it's true.lol.on tue we had dance and normally steph, channy,dee chel,cyn,isabel will all like stand behind and start talking and playing a fool so the tcher got sort of pissed and told them to stand in the first row then we practiced some crap dance thingy and it was time to show it row by row and steph's grp kana first one.so we were like all sitted infront of them..was damn funny cos when the tcher played the song..all they did was laugh and look at each other!!! okay so steph's grp was given time to plan out the dance steps properly..and aft that they started.okay..no offence steph but u dance like u are DRUNK! >.< it's like u walk to ur left then to ur right then as u all doing this u karnt stop laughing! and look ard as though u were looking for directions! and the next thing...u start to burst out laughing! i think u must be too happy and high after u had such a great week and HAPPY week. especially on the 14th of august..celebration dae! *hints..yupps.surprising the next time her grp did.the tcher said she was doing it better than the rest so she could sit down! karnt believe la.u are just drunk..``admit it.back to todae..steph backk out frm u-noe-where just cos there is NO com left *hints..u could just asked her rite?!?! i mean u made an excuse u wanna go toilet so escape frm cca then u make gay and me walk there and u back out..u owe us a bottle drink each! and u owe me 10 bucks gal..haha..dun be such a meanie.

EMBRRASSING!!

2005-08-13T21:22:00.000+08:00

argh!!! OMG..wad happened at tuition TOTALLY flip me upside down! @.@ so embarrassing..i karnt blog here cos ya..incase the worst thing happen..i dun wan history to repeat..but i still have to say.. i so must dig out a hole to hide my head in....like an ostrich..F-R-I-E-N-D-S...friends..how sometimes they do things that so will not be imaginable!!!! oh god..just slap me upside down ( learn frm chel ) and make things turn back...like that would happen!

bad daes

2005-08-11T16:10:00.000+08:00

ytd.was pratically sick the whole day..went to lao shi there the whole afternoon..was still quite okayy then la.until at nite..had fever.38.3..yuk..but i mean the fever lasted ownly for less than 1 hr cann...-.-'' so fast la..sheesh..then after that ate medicine and all and today was much better so dragged myself to school..=(.anw.many ppl were surprised to see mua cos i told a few that i may not be coming la.todae was steph's happy dae cos she and u noe hu got back.and she was gonna take the formula frm her during her recess.i told her wad to do '' when she gives u the paper.look her in the eye and sae thanks then smile.when she goes off.grab her hand and pull her back and hug her..aww..that'll be super sweet..haha..anw. today was like a super fun day..and u guess why.cos chel was sitting next to me..well, she sits next to me pratically everytime i am in school la.even in the lab.cann u believe it?!?!..that ah-lian seriously has no thinking on how to suffle us so the conclusion--i'm stuck with chel.bleahxx..today we were laughing like mad..mr lian came in and chel and i were still doing geog current affairs..so he was like ''caroline, rachel..stop what u doing arh.history or lit..'' and i was like ''no..it's geog'' and chel csl..bt it wasn't meant to be a joke!!..and chel's making me a ring! aww...so sweet of her..NOT..lol//jkjk..thanks gal.and paint it well kk..*.*the bad part.she insist i wear it!!!!! she has got to be kidding man..lol..yupps..jokes lots.and that mr lian suck at debating cos he contradict himself la..only make a fool out of himself..he karnt out talk chel and me la..just gotta admit he suck..lol.then was maths and ms wendy was asking for maths file and she needed one more person one.and there wasn't anyone then sukanyaa had to go sae ''caroline!'' and ms wendy agreed.wtf! wad's the bloody farking(P.S another wae i spell it ) prob la..of all the 42 names in the class..she HAD to go pick my name..thanks A LOT! i was so damn pissed cos i'm not a neat person hu keeps my wksht well..she could have said her own farking name rite..wth.aft that while having maths lesson, whenever i tok to vivien, she will turn to look at me! and too bad miss wendy was there if not i would have gave her 1 tight slap in the face..oh man..i noe this doesn't sound as bad as u think bt if we dun hand in by 2ml..we are so busted.u noe ms wendy..and i pratically dinn update my file like for ages.and if we dun have the wksht..we have to do the whole wksht all over again..argh.dun wanna tok bt it la.just toking bt it is making me mad!! spoil my dae only..

national dae..sucks la

2005-08-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

todae went to bedok stadium at like 6.15am...how i noe dad drove so fast la! yupps.went to school and already quite a number ppl were there already..=) i noe that our classmates will NEVER come at 6.30am la..but i still wanted to come early.then after a while more and more ppl came.yupps.went to our house place.then had duty and all..did our duty and stuff la..boring stuff..they thought that it would be a change for the better to make our school celebration as a sports carnival but my cca seniors and me were saying that dae..that we will rather be in the boring hall watching boring shows..hahaha..typical gurls hu doesn't like to sweat much..>.<..then after that was the races and competition..yupps.our class did quite well.=)*blush*.well..not relle but as long as we did our best..we are the best we can be! it's all bt the fun anw..and all the bonding crap thingy.lol.then came the banding together...we went out dere on the field then it started raining and the bloody tchers dinn wanna let us in the shelter and skip the activity la...wth.shesh! anw..we got the instructions and we started.infront of me is li ting and behind of me is elite.when li ting pass me the rubber bands i dunoe why but i will automatically start laughing la..and u noe wad a failure i am la.i dropped like wad..4 rubber bands frm li ting to me and frm me to elite, i drop one and elite drop one..i'm such a failure at this..our class were fast but we were too careless! lol.then after that was like boring and stuff...2 things happend..lol..karnt blog.for the consideration of mua friend.yarrs.and yea..jl was playing with my hair cos we were bored.and my whole hair was covered in glitter!omigod...but ppl sae was 'nice' so i just let it be la..like i heck like that..no one gonna care bt it anywae...and she also go spray my hair with MORE colour spray! oh god..when bk home..saw my aunt and she was shocked to see my hair like that..she thought i break school rule and go dye my hair..man..ppl ard just gotta learn how to chill..lol

my best dae of sec2

2005-08-06T09:56:00.000+08:00

WOW.yesterdae was like the best dae in sec2 la.i mean its the only time i had REAL fun with the friends i want to be with and it was so relaxed la.=)yupps.yesterdae after tuition which ended at 6.30pm, dad came to fetch me to Changi Beach Club.reach ard 7pm.then call steph and she and elite went out to bring me in to the chalet rm.went in and huang chi, lao gong,vanessa and chris(chrystal) were already there...so we tok and everything took lots of photos ya.then watched a bit of show but dinn relle concentrate much on it cos we were so caught up in toking bt other things.after that elite said her cousin wun be going with them ( elite and *toot*) to watch fireworks so chris and me were like congratulating elite la.have private time with her darling.=P.after that we went to the beach there where the food is.SO much food.haha.saw steph's parents there too.yupps.there was orange juice,fruit cocktail,fried rice,curry with chicken and potato and stuff inside,potato,potato salad...or wad was that? hahha.then there were other food that suppose to be barbequed.but we ate the cooked ones first.so we ate then after that vanessa started helping to cook the chicken and huang chi started to put the mashmellows in the stick for putting over the fire.we also barbequed the sausages.damn nice la.eat until damn full.=D..sharron shld have been there la.she will eat damn lot! haha.then we cook the marshmellows until it melted and all..forgot to call deen to bring my shirt so i was sort of panicking..lol.after that still got through.phew~we ate and sat there waiting for the rest to come.while waiting we were sort of bored so we decided to make CALLS.(sorry bt only those hu went there will noe wad i toking bt) was so funny.we shouted '' HAPPY HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL!''haha..then we put down.then after that THAT PERSON.lol.called back and asked hu we were.she couldnt recognise our voice la!then we started singing saying '' HAPPY NEW YEAR!'' then becks go hung up again...hahhahahha...then after that the person call back and we were shit wad to sae to her.shit! our minds were thinking of reasons la.then we came upp with telling the person we called the wrong no.so we called her.then chris said'' hey (a fake name), why never call us back.u angry isit? dun angry la'' then we all sang happy birthdae song la.then the PERSON hu we called was saying '' there are singing birthdae song when it is not my birthdae(to her frien)'' then she shouted " IT'S NOT MY BIRTHDAE!'' was damn the bloody funny.so we ''apologise'' for dailing wrong no.hahha..then we also called clement! and becks went to tok to him! lol.=) hmm.then after that deen,cyn,jolene,paula,melody,gay came.yupps.so there were lots of ppl.chel is not here la.cos she is sneaking in to janey's hse in the middle of the nite..haha..after everyone ate we just sat there and tok.van and hc went to take a walk then cyn went to touch a stray cat so we insisted she went to wash her hand if not got infection and she said ''yaya..wait i get measels!'' haha..then suddenly jolene and cyn asked steph to go upp.we told her that she must be careful la.cos its quite obvious they wanted to throw steph down and she was like''fine.get wet then get wet'' so she went up to the swimming pool there.then they just splash water and she thought that was it.but N-O.they pushed her into the water(baby pool)! she was drench!and she came chasing after cyn to hug her..lol.then she forgot she had her hp in her pocket la.it was ALL wet.she forgot her watch too! haha..then we pushed jolene in the small pool and the water like totally splash out.hahha.so funny.and the best part is we got it all taped! haaha.. becks,chris all got wet.dee,elite and me escaped frm the wetness cos we used the excuse that we have the devices in our hands.at first steph was pushing me in the water but i said i dun wan to get wet and i had devices then she let me go! phew~.they went to bathe then we(pao,gay,mel,dee and me) walk the brigde that is accross the water one.was quite dark then.saw ppl fishing and the things they caught.then we were walking at the end and we saw a route that led to quite deserted so we decided to call the rest there.then pao suddenly said '' what's that sound?!'' and it scared dee! haha.so funny.then she said '' omigod.what's that in the water'' and i said BALLS.bt there were relle balls wad except when i said it it was just WRONG!hhaa.then we laugh so much.gay screamt cos she saw a cockroach! ahhahaha.mel,dee and i wrote our names on the beach and took fotos.we went back.took our stuff and went back to the chalet rm.we met the rest there.oh and i caught frogs swimming in the pool.SO CUTE!!!!!!!! haha..went back and tok to the rest.steph's fone is spoilt.cos of the water.but her parents wun scold.her dad even laughed when she told them her hp spoilt cos of the water.and is only May she buy la.haha.so nice the parents.-.-'' most of them when bowling while the others just stayed in the rm and i was one of them.yupps we were toking and elite was toking to clement for more than an 1hr.isabel hu dinn arrive long was also toking to her darling.hahahaha.and i was toking to glenn on the fone..then after that steph and dee came back to the rm.and later gay,and cyn.jo and pao had to go.then gay and cyn put the blanket over them and they said they were MS WENDY.i couldn't stop laughing cann...was funny.took a foto.yupps.and we chatted then took more fotos and then was already 11.30pm liao.so i had to go back.dad and mum came...yupps.the rest is either sleeping over or stay until like 1am like that...haha..so tired when i reached home..yawns~@.@

my life

2005-08-04T16:23:00.000+08:00

lots and i mean lots have been going on la.and i just dunno wad to blog.everytime i com to blog.my mind just turn blank...i feel so left out in my studies..is that the correct word? i feel like i lagging la.just scared i wun do well for ends..it always happens..todae suck la.geog lesson have maths test and oh god.dun want to tok bt it.yupps.then had chinese and we continued watching mulan la.watch so many times liao..can memorise the lines liao! haha..then skip abit of recess until the show ended la..yupps.had reccess then the bell rang but we were still taking our own sweet time.it was like so windy and elite was saying if only we could be sleeping in mr lim's class and when we got back, MR LIM DINN COME! hha..so we had free period la.yupps.then after that was eng and had test..oh kucf la.(chel ure noe wad i mean) haha..2ml still got test..wads with the tchers and test la.then had maths and ms wendy ws late..then i was like spraying peach colongne la..then ms wendy came to chel and me and was like '' hu sprayed that perfume''' and i was like ''dunnoe..somewhere from the other side of the class'' and it turn our that i saved her dae! haha.cos she had block nose for 2 weeks and only when i sprayed the cologne then she smelled it..haha..the first thing she smelled in 2 weeks! hurray for mua! hah..ok.dun so bay yo bye.or however u spell it.yupps.then we were doing a wksht la.and the class was toking to miss wendy and chel and i were the only one giving 100% attention to the wksht! FIRST TIME LA.=P..then had dnt.bleah~ mr ng said that the tcher cut his hand in the dnt workshop until if u see carefully, u can see the bone..it was THAT deep.yucks.and the first thing everyone did when we went into the workshop was looking on the floor for blood stains cos mr ng said blood was splashed everywhere at a particular spot.so cute la.like we never see the ground b4.haha.yupps.after that had duty and was doing gate duty in the rain.=).so here i am..still desperately asking '' WHO HAS EXTRA GREEN T FOR ME?!?!''

bad luck day!

2005-08-01T16:06:00.000+08:00

shessh.wad's happening to this world la.suddenly is like everything is turing upside down?!?!haiz.just starting to accept it.just hope 2ml it'll be better la.that's wad i always sae to *cough*.but now i relle understand that it doesn't relle do much anw.=(..todae.first thing i reached school i went to my classroom to see if mua bks were there la.cos i forgot to go keep them and is like i am the only one la.but lucky my books still there if not i dunnoe wad to do cann.yupps.so THOUGHT i was lucky.then follow steph to take her bks frm 1/8 la.then is like jia lin karnt find her bks and she started to panic and was like cursing and swearing and she was sort of crying and i was like'' dun cry dun cry.see ard.i help u to find'' one of mua's biggest fear is seeing ppl cry la.i dunnoe why also.sounds weird.yups.then i said maybe that someone brought it bk to her liao so we just left..then when we got back we gt caught outside of our classroom la.i dunnoe wad's the tcher's name and i'm SO not wanting to noe.just say she's miss a.h(asshole).ya.then she was lecturing us ''blah blah blah'' like a spoilt radio trying to get a signal.shesh.and ms wendy dinn even do anything la.so those that had bks had to leave them outside the classroom.then we went in and had a LONG lecture bt leaving our bks in class.wad is their prob la.last min tell us then expect us to bring the whole fucking chuck of bks back home..wth.then when someone said the instructions were given last min, ms a.h when to sae that mrs joseph said ONE month ago.WOW.like we are suppose to remember but the fact is NOT EVEN ONE PERSON knew bt it before hand! so hu am i suppose to believe?anw.karnt stand 2 particular gals in our class and they are sitting together.is like i just karnt stand them la.so bitchy? i dunnoe.wad's the word of them..not found in the dictionary.then went home and my grandfather made this u turn and the police man frm behind rush up to us to make us stop?!?!..wtf.he say that we are not suppose to turn there la.and is like everyone turn there!and just for his info..he just turn there.so wad if he wans us to stop.still must turn at the correct place wad.and that is no reason to turn there just to stop us.its just an excuse and there is no good or bad excuse.excuses are excuses..wad's his prob.shesh.but nth happen la.yupps.got back home and found out that there is a rumour and they are saying it's frm me.and glenda is the one saying its frm me!!!! wth.i dinn say anything la.and ARGH!..i'll settle this l8t just incase there is another misunderstanding.l8t coming back to blog..

went to shijie's

2005-07-31T20:36:00.001+08:00

yups.todae went to shi jie's place after tuition.but b4 went there went to fetch elite frm school there then she led mua dad to shijie's hse.met shijie below her hse.at the blk there.then we just pretend to go upp but we dinn cos aft that shijie wanted to go buy stickers frm the pasa malam near her hse.so we just stay at the first level like afew min then we left la.we so guity can i mean is like we so scared will meet our parents and shijie scared she'll meet her dad.so we like do sth against the law like that.so scaring la.must look north,south,east,west to see if we relle meet anyone ard anot.then elite the whole time was like'' is that ur dad's car?'' then aft a while '' is that ur dad's car?'' wa liao.keep frightening me la.if we get caught we're be so busted la.haha.went there but the pasa malam not yet relle open.so we decided to go l8t.so went upp to shi jie's place and ate lunch.yupps.had fried noodles.then after that went to her rm to look for the music thingy.explored her study rm.looking at all her things then aft that went to like blog and friendster and we were playing ard.then shijie gave us the puffs that is like ice-cream inside then on top gt like chocolate.wa liao.damn nice to eat la.and she has like 3 boxes of it frm her aunt.WTH! =) then aft that went to her bedroom.omg, her little baby brother so cute la.was playing with him.hahah.then elite wanted to see the hair mascara thingy like a hair highlighter to highlight the hair so i ended upp the guinea pig la.shi jie tried on me and my hair had this highlighted part that is purple?! gosh.hope 2ml tie hair that time wun have la.but is relle damn nice.must look our for it.but i think i have.haha.i dun even noe la.yupps.then aft that her dad came bk and all and we just continue dicussing bt the music thingy and we tried to compose new ways in playing ''london brigde is falling down'',''twinkle twinkle little stars'' and all the others etc songs.haha.we played on the pipa la.so weird.so chinese-ish.lol.then aft that ard 4.15 we left the hse to pretend that shi jie is bringing us down when we actually went to the pasa malam la.yupps.we bought stickers!! dinn actually believed i will be so childish but i mean.they are cute cann.baby pooh,baby tigger and all the others.so cute.and bought sponge bob square pants stickers for mua sis.can u believe it?!..my ELDER sis!! haha.yupps.then we were like rushing bk cos it's already 5 when my mum said they will reach.so we rushed back except for elite.she just went off.oh btw, jie ying came halfwae la.like so cute can.suddenly come like that and she lied to her mum she went to the library.haha.heard she alwaes do that la.ya.we got back in time to pretend that we dinn go anywhere.then my parents called so i preten to be coming down.went home gave my sis the stickers and she was like ''SO CUTE!'' and she told me to ask shi jie to see if she can get more a not and i was like thinking '' why did i get myself into this?!?! stupid caroline.wrong thing to do.'' pfft.looking for geog info.nth la.like i hate to do this.pfft.

went to shijie's

2005-07-31T20:36:00.000+08:00

boring..

2005-07-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

hm.yesterday my grandad dinn fetch me frm school was sth happen la.he knock his head or sth and it was bleeding and he dinn noe at all.is like my maid was walking outside in the garden then she saw my grandfather was washing his head and everywhere was blood la.like ard his head and on the floor.so gross can.she freaked out and called my mum then my grandfather was sent to the hospital.he said he dinn fall or anything so it kinda weird.like cannot be he fall and he dinn noe rite.that's too impossible.infact that's crazy talk.yea.yupps.just glad his kinda recovering now.phew~.yupps.was watching '' i still know what you did last summer'' which was a damn nice show la.ppl hu missed it is gonna regret it.haha..steph and i agreed totally that it rock la.*thumbs-upp* todae went to tuition and ting ting was irritating me the whole time until i'm like so pissed but i just dinn show it.ya.hahha.but of course not that pissed if not i would have already screamed infront of her la.but like duh i wun do that.cos there are SOME people there which i dun wana embarrass myself infront of.=).heeheexx.yupps.so im back here.2ml going shijie's hse...

lalala

2005-07-28T20:01:00.000+08:00

school's a bore.well not relle.haha..got damn a lot of things going on la.oh yesterdae was chel and j*n*y's 2nd anniversary..HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! haha..okay that was lame.yeah.things are going on damn exciting in school bt i karnt blog la.that's the bloody prob.sharron ure noe what are the THINGS going on asap kk..promise to call u bt no mood.i rather tell u face to face la.haha..nicer marh=) yupps..while everyone will sink into boredom when they read mua blog.so wadd la.karnt blog bt guys here.karnt blog bt THINGS that are going on in school cos it's total confidential bt only some will noe la.heeheexx..yupps.steph will kill me and i dun wanna risk that cos MANY ( *hints hints*) people will come after me..including.u noe hu.haha..jkjk..but steph ure never noe and stop fussing bt the stead thing kk.mua and many others are there for ya.to fan u when u faint.okay i think i beta snap out of the faint thingy la.but it's not my fault.someone started it ma.(no name revealed=)) yupps.and chel ure in deep shit.u noe wad i mean la.i karnt relle help u out in this kk.u gotta figure out urself la.cos u noe urself best..sorrie.but will try to help u kk.just to tickle steph a bit remember this phrase, well of course u do '' then dun use any of this words la'' that's like so cute la.haha..it's stuck in ur head i noe.what i like best was the ''..bungs, butches, lesbians or like neither here nor there type?'' and the part with the cough, talk, sneeze,talk,sneeze, talk '' wha't so funny?'' HAHHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =P.sorrie i sorta screw that part upp la..lucky the worst dinn happen. I AM INVISIBLE AND SHALL REMAIN THAT WAY!=)

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